Now And Forever

[Tanya]

Now and Forever
Chapter 1
I am going to give you and another double post.

Summary: Jude is 18 almost 19, she loved Tommy. Tommy 25 and is in love with Jude. They spend three months at Ranch House alone and together. Jude is pregnant with Tommy’s baby. But they can't be together. What is stopping them? Ho yeah Tommy is married
Disclaimer I do not own Instant Star.



Please be nice this is my first try at this so please be nice. I don’t know how to write song so any used in this story are by song writes and I will give then their credit when I put the songs in.

“No I will not.” Jude yelled at Darius as Tommy covers his ears and cringed.

“If you want this three months way then you will take a bodyguard or you will stay here where we can keep an eye on you.” Darius stated simply as he sat forward in his chair and laid his armed on his desk and watched Jude.

“Damn Darius I just want a couple of months to myself. Is that too much to ask and with a bodyguard around that won’t happen” Jude shouted as she jumped up form her chair.

“Jude someone is sending you threatening letters, so the only way you are going to get the time off is for some one to go with you that is the deal takes or leave it.” He said
“But I don’t want a bodyguard.” Jude yelled again.

“Hey Jude calm down and I have an idea, you don’t want a bodyguard the how about I take you where ever you want to go for the next couple of months.

“No in case you two have forgotten I am 18 almost 19 I don’t need a babysitter and beside that even if I agree do you going to the cabin with me Tommy what the hell would your wife
have to say about that.”

Tommy just shrugged ‘First off I really don’t care what she says we filled for divorce and second I can do what I want I don’t answer to any one and this way you don’t have to have a bodyguard and third this way we can try out that new studio of your that is at the ranch you just bought and had put in” He told her as he came way from the door to stand by Darius.

“Fine but I am not sure about any of this.” Jude said as she got up and stomped out of Darius’s office.

“T I think I agree with her, I don’t think this is a good idea. There is something there between you and Jude and don’t bother to deny it we all see it and what do you think will happen with the two of you alone together for three months.” Darius asked as Tommy walked to the door.

“Hell D I don’t know what will happen but she needs someone and if not a bodyguard then me.” He said as he walked out of Darius’s office. What had he just go himself into he thought? D was right three month will Jude was asking for trouble and that was something that he didn’t need right now. He thought as he went to find Jude and Kwest.

Jude couldn’t believe this was happening. How did she let her get herself talked into this three months alone with Tommy was asking for trouble. He was part of the reason she was trying to get away. She loved him and there was major chemistry there. There has been since they meet. She wanted to get away and try to figure out what she could do about her feeling for him, but now she had to agree with his stupid plan and now they where going to be together alone for the next three months. God what had she got herself into.

“Hey, Kwest what are you doing?” Jude said as she walked into Studio A.

“Nothing just waiting Tommy and Pasty were supposed to finish her song today” He said with a smile.

“Cool, Well I just wanted to say Hi now I am going to go before I hurt someone.” She said
“Why Jude what is going on?” He asked just as Tommy walked in.

“Why don’t you ask you best friend I sure he can fill you in. What time do you want to leave tomorrow?” She turned and asked Tommy.

“8 am.” He told her.

“Hey wait a minute where are you two going?” Kwest asked them.

“To the new ranch house I bought for three months.” Jude said, she laughed when Kwest’s mouth hit the floor and walked out of the room.

“T Man are you nuts?” Kwest finally asked.

“I don’t know man but like it or not someone is threatening her and she need someone so don’t start with me and you are going to finish Pasty’s record.” Tommy said as he walk out of the studio. This was going to be trouble he know it but at this point he didn't can. She was all that mattered and what ever happens they would deal with it together.

[sadielover]

I really loved this first chapter.

[Tanya]

Chapter 2
Disclaimer: I don’t own Instant Star and all that good stuff you

Jude was at home in her room the next day packing to leave and Jamie and Patsy where there with her.

“Jude are you sure about this?” Jamie asked as he and Pasty where helping Jude pack. Jamie is one Jude’s best friends and Pasty was Jamie’s girlfriend and also her friend.

“No Jamie I am not sure about this but I don’t have any other chose, I mean it Tommy or a bodyguard. And right not Tommy is the lesser of two evils. At least I like Tommy.” Jude said as she tossed her swimming sure into her suit case. God how was she going to do this the idea of lots of Tommy time excises her and yet at the same time terrified her and she was not going to lie to herself about that.

“Jude you can’t do this you are in love with Tommy and remember he’s married.” Jamie told her trying to talk some sense into her.

“God don’t you think I don’t know that. Do you think this is easy for me Jamie? Because it not and you right I do love his. I know that he is married. I mean you, Sadie, Mom, Kwest and everyone else reminds me every chance you all get and I really tired of it. If you remember this trip was suppose to give me time to figure out what I was going to do about my feeling for Tommy. So I am not any happier about this then you.” Jude told him with tears in her eyes.

She has loved him sense she was fifteen and there had been a few moment when she thought he had felt the same way. Like on her sixteenth birthday when he had kissed her and on her seventeenth birthday they got stuck in a room together.

Then he had run off and gotten married to Portia again, and it had almost destroyed her, but she thought she was dealing just fine until the night she was attacked and almost raped.

It has started at a night club that she Pasty and Jamie had went to there was jerk there that would not leave Jude alone. He grabbed her and Pasty and Jamie come to her rescue and Pasty knocked the guy out cold and they left.

She thought that was the end of it until the guy showed up on Jude’s door step her mom and Sadie where off looking at collages.

He forced his way into the house and attacked her and would have raped her if Tommy had not shown up when he did. He had pulled the guy off and would have killed his if Jude had not stopped him. After he threaded and throw the guy out of the house he held her while she cried. He wanted to call her mom and Sadie. She had said no. She didn’t want to bother them. So he stayed with her, He was there when she woke up screaming and held her while she cried. He just stayed and was there. She fall in love with him all over again that weekend.

“But Ju-” He had started to say.

“Hey Jamie will you lay off, she is a big girl and can take care of herself beside are you both forgetting that Tommy and Portia are now separated and any way if you all remember Tommy only married her again so that she could get her shares of G Major. And now may be the time for you two to finally hook up and get it out of your system” Pasty told them as she sat there painting her finger nails black. Pasty was kind of scary at time but as long as she was on your side that was a good thing.

Jude know that form experience. It wasn’t that long ago that Pasty had saved her ass. Well almost Jude thought with a laugh. She was also very blunt when it came to the way she stated things.

That was one of the things that Jude liked about her the most. Jude thought to herself.

“Gee thanks Pasty, your approval is great, grab those suit cases will you Jamie’ I said sarcastically as I zipped my duffle bag and grabbed it and headed out of my room.

“Hey just stating in the way it is just don’t for get the condoms.” She laughed as Jamie groaned and grabbed my suite case.

“It not going to happen so just drop it already.” I tossed over my shoulder has I headed down the stairs.

“What not going to happen?” Asked a voice for the bottom of the stair and I screamed.

“Damn Quincy, you scared the hell you of me.” Jude yelled as she walked down the stairs.

“When the hell did you get here any way?”

“Oh just in time to hear the condom statement from Pasty, Hi by the way.” he said as Jude blushed and Pasty and Jamie laughed.

“You guys are impossible.” I said as I walked by Tommy and slammed my duffel bag into his stomach.

“What the hell is in this thing?” He demanded as he put it on his shoulder and rubbed him stomach.

“Oh you know just condom and girl stuff.” I said as Tommy and Jamie stopped and tuned pale and Pasty laughed. “It was joke you guys. And can we go know please?” I asked as shut and locked the front door. Was the idea of them making love that sickening to him? She thought as she walked to the car.

Tommy put Jude suit case and duffle bag in the trunk. Tommy shook his head to try and clear it. He know that he had hurt Jude’s feeling when she saw the look on his face. It had just surprised the hell out of him when she said what she did. It had also made his tempter shot up about twenty degrees. The thought of being with Jude was something that he thought about a lot in the past. Then a lot lately ever sense the weekend she had been attacked.

He had stopped by Jamie’s to drop off some papers that Jamie had left as the office and he was leaving Jamie’s when he heard her scream. It had taken ten years off his life and another ten when he ran into the house and found her like that. He was just think full that he happened to be there. Before she was hurt any worse then she had been. But she had been the only thing that he could think about sense. God he was losing his mind what the hell had he gotten them into.

“Hey about before I am sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you feeling.” He said as she climbed into the car.

“Fine what ever could we please just leave and get this over with.” She said as she put on her sunglasses and fastened her seatbelt.

“Jude -” He started to say only she cut him off “Let’s just drop it for now okay and just go.”

“Fine, Jude but we will have to talk before this is all over and done with.” He told her as he put on his sunglass and seatbelt and pulled out of the driveway and started for the ranch.

A/N: That the end of this chapter I will post another later today.
Please let me know what you think.
Tanya

[Tanya]

Chapter 3

Thank you everyone for reading I am so glad you like.

Disclaimer I do not own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

They had been on the road about twenty minutes and Jude was bored. She started playing with the buttons on the radio.

“Would you stop already?” Tommy asked as they finally hit the highway.

“Okay then what do you want me to do then Quincy is you haven’t noticed there’s not much to do till we get there and that not going to be for a couple of hours yet.” I demanded shooting him a dirty look. I know I was deliberately trying to start a fight but I was bored. Beside that it was fun trying to piss Tommy off and I have not done that in a while.

“Look do you want to forget about this. I can always call D and tell him to send the bodyguard” Tommy demanded he know that she was trying to provoke him into a fight and he was not going to take the bait.

“No.” I said, okay so he was not going to fight with me now what I thought as I look out the window and watch the trees go by.

“Then don’t try and start a fight. He said as he reach over and tugged on my hair.

“Hey what did you do that for?” I asked as I stuck my tongue out at him.

“Because I can.” He laughed. After a while when Jude had not said any thing he looked over and smiled because she was curled up in the set sound a sleep. He reach behind her and pulled his leather jacket off the set and covered her up with it. He smiled as her when she snuggled in and pulled it around her more.

He loved her that was all there was to it, so what was he going to do about it at least not yet. Everything was too complicated.

Jude was still asleep when they pulled up in front of the ranch house. He got out and went around opening Jude’s door to wake her up he had just touched her when she screamed “No don’t touch me.” and instantly woke up
“Hey Jude it me everything is okay.” He said as he pulled her out of the car and into his arms. Man it felt good to have her in his arms again. All he wanted to do was kiss her. Don’t go there he thought to himself.

“God Tommy will the nightmares ever stop? She asked as she wrapped her arms around him.

“Eventually they should.” He answered running his hand up and down her back making her shiver. He most of thought she was cold because her started to pull away.

“No don’t let go.” She asked in a whisper. It felt so good to be in his arms again. She pulling his closer and buried her head in his neck and inhaled his scent. She never wanted his to let her go.

“It going to be okay “He answered and just held on for a moment. He know that he shouldn’t but he couldn’t say no to her right now. She pulled away and looked up in to his face. He was leaning in closer.
He was going to kisser that was her first thought. “No we can’t do this.” She said as she pulled way from him and turned to look up at the house.

“Jude I’m sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen.” he said running his hand through his hair.

“It’s okay let’s just for get about it.” I said and then laughed because that was usually his line not mine.

“How did you find this place?” Tommy asked looking around.

“Sadie and Mom helped me find it. But this is the first time I have been here since I bought it.” She told his as she started up the stairs to the front porch there was a porch swing on the front porch. The out side of the house looked like a log cabin there was flower beds always around the front porch and to big window looking out onto the front porch so you could stand there and look out at the amazing view.

“If the out side looks anything like the inside you will have an amazing place here.” He told her as he grabbed their bags out of the car and followed her up the stairs and into the house.

“Wow this place is beautiful. I said as I walked in a looked around it was an open floor plan the living room and the kitchen opened into each other. There was hard wooden floor everyway the furniture was cream colored and modern but looked very inviting with a huge fire place with a plasma TV hanging above it. The kitchen looked to have all the latest in kitchen things. On the wall next to the kitchen was French door that lead out to the back of the house.

“If the downstairs looks like this, then what does the up stairs look like?” He asked taking it all in.

“Let find out there are two bedrooms up here and three bathrooms two up here, one down stair” Jude told him as She walked up the stairs and opened the door the first bedroom. “This room is mine; you get the one next door.” Jude told his with a smile as he sat my bags and guitar down and looked around the room.

“And here I thought we would be sharing a room.” he told me shooting me on of the killer smiles that turned my insides all mushy.

“I don’t think so Quincy.” She told his with a smile. He just laughed and grabbed me and kissed me, before I know what was happening. God he could kiss she thought as she wrapped her Arms around his neck and kissed his back.

We where both breathing hard when he pulled back and said “Before this is all over with we will share this room Jude and that you can count on.” tossed over his shoulder as he turned and walked out of the room leaving me standing there in shook.

“All right Tommy if you want to play games. Then so can I. Let the fun begin.” Jude said out loud as she fell backward onto the bed and stared at the ceiling and laughed.

A/N: That ‘s it for tonight what dose Jude have in store for Tommy find out in the next chapter. Please review and let me know what you think.

[Tanya]

Chapter 4
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“God what was I thinking” Tommy said to himself as he walked into the guest room and slammed the door. He had kissed her and had all but told her that be for this was all over with he planed on making love to her before these three month was up. You know maybe it was for the best if they explored their feeling for each other. No what the hell was he thinking, he could not go there not now or ever he didn’t want to her and he knows that is what will happen if he lets it go there. God he needed a cold shower he thought as he put his clothes way and then headed in the bathroom for that cold shower.

Jude was still in her room lying on the bed staring at the ceiling when she heard the water come on is Tommy’s bathroom. Wonder what he would do if I decided to join him. She thought getting up and walking over the French doors and opened them to step out on the Balcony that looked out over the back of the house and the swimming pool. There here flowers everywhere and the view was breath taking and the pool looked so inviting that Jude ran into her room throw on her swimming suit. Grabbed a towel and headed out to the pool for a swim. She had just dove in when Tommy came out of his bathroom with a towel around his waist and one in his hand that he was using to dry his hair. He wonder what Jude was doing, so he pulled on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and went to Jude’s room to see what she was doing.

“Hey Jude,” he called out as he walked in to her room only to find it empty. So he checked the bathroom and found it empty to he was starting to panic when he saw the French Doors open. He walk out and what he saw took his breath away. There was Jude coming out of the pool in a blue metallic two piece swimming suite that fit her body just right. She looks like a blond goddess Tommy though to himself he was so caught up on though that he didn’t even realize when she turned and looked up at him.

“Hey, what do you think you are doing in my room?” She yelled and then laughed when he jumped a foot of the ground

“Damn girl did you have to scare the hell out of me” He yelled with a laugh.

“Sorry didn’t mean to scare you, but if was funny watching you jump like that, “I said wishing that he would come down here so that she didn’t have to look up at him. It was really starting to make her neck hurt. There was a way she thought with a laugh. “Little Tommy Q what are you doing on my balcony. “

“Looking for you, and don’t call me Little Tommy Q,” he told her with a smile.

“And what are you going to do about it, Little Tommy Q, She yelled back at him
“Just wait and see.” He yelled over his shoulder as he walked into the house.

She was laughing when he can out of the house and head strait for Jude. She knew she was in trouble the minute she looked into his blue eyes. “Tommy no,’ She said putting her hands up to ward him off as she backed away from him, but she paused when she realized the pool was behind her. That was just the opportunity that he needed. He reached out and grabbed Jude by the waist and throw her into the pool. At least that was his intention just as he went to let go she wrapped her arms around his neck and he went in with her. They both came up coughing and laughing and the pool fight was on he picked her up and throw her in the water again, and they where throwing water at each other. Then Jude just launch herself at Tommy. She meant to dunk him but he caught her around the waist and pulled him under with him.

“Alright I give up.’ She coughed when they came up this time. Only Tommy was not laughing that was when she realized her was plastered from chest to waist around Tommy and her legs where around his waist. Before she could think about it she kissed him. He pulled her closer and kissed her back as he carried her out of the pool and into the house never breaking the kiss and up the stairs to her room.

He paused as he laid Jude on her bed and looked at her. Her lips her swollen form his kissed and her face was flush and her eyes her full of desire. “Are you sure Jude, I don’t want you to regret this.” he said staring down at her.

“Yes I am tired of fighting this.” She told him.

“I don’t want to hurt you.” He said reaching out and touched her face.

“Tommy you won’t.” She said as she tuned her face and kissed him palm.

“Jude’ He started to say. He wanted her so much.

“Tommy I love you and I want to be with you.”

“Jude I can’t promise you a future.” He said.

“Let me ask you something, do you love me?” She asked as she looked up into his eyes god don’t let me mess this up.

“Jude I-” He started to say.

“No just tell my yes or no.” She demanded and got up on her knees and put her hand on his chest.

“Yes Jude I love you, I have tried not to but I do.” He said in frustration finally telling her what was in his heart he was done fighting it. He couldn't not now or ever and this moment here and now is what matter.

“Then let just be together now and not worry bout the future.” She told him as she kissed him again.

He kissed her back as he wrapped his arms around her and they fell onto the bed. She ran her hands down his back and pulled his t-shirt up he broke the kiss and help her get his shirt off and then trailed kissed down neck and cross her collar bone and back up to her mouth as he helped me take off my swimming suite and then his jeans, which was not that easy sense they where wet and plastered to his body. Then we were both naked.

“Are you sure?” He asked again pulling way to look into my eyes.

“Yes” She said and to prove it she reach over into the night stand and pulled out a condom. He put it on and thrust into me and we made love.

“I love you.” She said laying with her head on his chest listening to his heart beat and closed my eyes.

“I love you too.” He said kissing the top of my head and then we both went to sleep.

When Jude wake up it was starting to get dark and she was still in Tommy’s and he was dead to the world. She carefully pulled away from Tommy and got out of bed and grabbed a pair of shorts and a tank top and went into the bathroom and took a shower. When she came out he was still asleep. She smiled as she picked up her guitar and headed down stairs.

That is where Tommy found her an hour later. He stood in the door way and listened to her singing softly.

(Song is “Did I tell you that I love you today? (Song by Rebecca Lavelle)

Did I tell you that I love you today?
Have I looked into your eyes?
Cause I've taken down that last remaining wall
and showed myself to you
As I am
All my faults
All my thoughts
All my yearning
Oh I love you
Always have and always will
and I wanna face this moment
Hold it near
Hold it deep
Hold it still
Did you know how scared I used to be
Scared for you, scared of me
But taking down this barrier
and touching you at last
has broken all that down
Into dust
blown away
now there's us
and we're real
Oh I love you
Always have and always will
and I wanna face this moment
Hold it near
Hold it deep
Hold it still
Oh I love you
Always have and always will
and I wanna face this moment
Hold it near
Hold it deep
Hold it still
Did I tell you that I love you today...

“That was beautiful girl.” Tommy said when she was done singing. She screamed and jumped.

“Damn don’t do that, Quincy, how long have you been standing there?” She asked laying down the guitar, got up and started to walk over to him.

“Long enough to here that song Amazing girl.” He told her as he meets her half way and kissed her.

“I know me to, that is why I had to write it. So you really like it.” She asked when he pulled way.

“Yes.” He said kissing her on the forehead.

“It' our song.” She told him as she hugged him.

“I know.” He said and hugged her back. This was their time and he was not going to let anything keep him form enjoying it. He thought with a smile.

A/N: That it for now please let me know that you think.

[Tanya]

Chapter 5
Disclaimer I don't own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

The clock on the bed side table said that it was 4:30 in the morning and Jude could not sleep. Tommy had been a sleep for a couple of hours now. She was curled up in his arms with her head on his chest listening to his heart beat. That usually would put her to sleep by tonight it was not working. So she finally gave up and carefully detached herself for Tommy and climbed out of bed she grabbed his T-shirt off the floor and slipped it on as she walked to the French door and went out and sat down on the lounge chair, She could not be leave that Tommy and her have been here for almost three month and that in a week they would have to leave. She had a tour to get ready for and he has a wife to deal with. And she didn’t want to think about what was going to happen when they leave. He told her that right now as all that he could give her. She was going to have to find away to be happy with that. She was so caught up in thought that she didn’t hear Tommy come out.

“Damn Quincy you scared me.” She told him as he sat down behind her and pulled her into his arms.

“Sorry I woke up and you where gone, and I missed you.” He said kissing the side of her neck.

“I couldn’t sleep so I thought I would watch the sunrise and I missed you to.” She said as she rested her head on his shoulder and reach up and wrapped and arm around his neck and kissed him.

“I love you.” she said when she pulled way.

“I love you to girl, now why can’t you sleep.” He asked her as he kissed her cheek.

“Because, I don’t want to leave here and I a week we will have to.” She told him.

“Jude” He said as he tensed, this is was the moment that he did not want to have.

“No Quincy, don’t start I know that this has to end it just hard that’s all.” She told his trying to avoid a fight she didn’t the last few day they had together to be full of anger and arguing. She got up and walked over to the reeling and looked out into the early morning sky.

“Hey girl do you think this is easy for me, because it not I love you and want to be with you, when we leave here, but it just not possible right now,. God I knew we shouldn’t have done this.” He said jumping up off the chair and started to pace the balcony.

“No, don’t you dare say that.” She yelled turning to look at Tommy with tears in the eyes. Why she thought as she looked at him did she have to go and ruin everything, just like she didn’t want to?

“Jude, I’m sorry.” He stopped pacing and looked at her. His heart in his eyes.

“No, don’t say you’re sorry, this would have happened soon or later, and you know it. And I will not let you regret what is happening” She cried.

“Girl, I don’t regret of a moment what has happened, I love you.” He told her as he walked over to her and pulled her into his arms.

“I love you to, just hold me and don’t let go” She cried. She know that nothing was had been solved but right now she didn’t care. She just wanted to be her with him. “I won’t,’ He said, kissing the top of her head. He didn’t know how he was going to go back to the way things where before they got here. He wished that they could stay here for ever.

“Come on let’s go and get some breakfast. Tommy said after a while.

“Okay but first I want a shower and I need you to wash my back.” She said as she took him by his hand and pulled him into the bathroom with her. She was going to take every moment she had with him and cherish it.

“I like your way of thinking girl,” He laughed.

When they came out of the shower a little while later Tommy’s cell phone was ringing.

“Go downstairs I will be down as soon as I answer the phone.” He said as he kissed her as he grabbed his phone.

“Okay but hurry, I’m hungry.” She said as he walked out of the room and down the stairs.

“You always are.” He said as he looked at the phone to see who it was.

“Hey D, what up?” Tommy asked into the phone.

‘Nothing, Got some good news, T we got the man that was threatening Jude and now I need her back.”

Darius said as Tommy dropped to the bed and listened. It was over now they were going to have to leave. How was he going to tell her?

“T are you listening to me?” Darius asked pulling Tommy back form thought.

“Yeah we will be back tomorrow morning.” Tommy said as he shut off the phone and went to find Jude.

She was in the kitchen sating on the island eating a strawberry pop tart.

“Hey Quincy took you long enough.” She said as he walked over to stand in between her legs.

“So who was no the phone.” she asked as she broke off a piece of her pop tart and gave it to him.

“D was on the phone. They caught your stocker and. D want you back for some promotional stuff before your tour starts next week.

“So when do we leave?” She asked as tears filled her eyes. It was over now they had to go back. How was she going to do this? She thought.

“Tomorrow morning. So we have the rest of today and tonight.” He said as he wiped a tear from her cheek.

“Well then let not waist then. She said as she pulled his t-shirt up and over his head and kissed his neck.

“Again girl, I like you thinking.” He laughed and pulled her closer and made love to her right their in the kitchen. They spent the rest of the day and night making love and just holding each other.

“You know we will always have the ranch house.” Jude said the next morning as they where packing to leave.

“Yes we will.” he said with a smile.

“This is where I feel the safest and the happiest I have been in a long time.” She said smiling back at Tommy.

“Yeah girl, I agree with you, and this will always be our place.” He told her with a smile as he walked over and kissed her.

“Yes it will be now as much as I don’t want to let get back to the real world.” She said when he pulled back.

“I know you’re right let’s go.” He said as he grabbed their bag and headed out the door and back to reality.

[Tanya]

Chapter 6

Disclaimer: I don’t own Instant Star and All that Stuff.

They didn’t get to spend any time alone together when they got back for the Ranch. Tommy had to leave and go and take of some stuff. That was all he would tell her when they talked on the phone. And she as to deal with photo shoots and TV show appearances to promote the tour. Now Jude had been on tour a month and was absolutely miserable and to make matters worse today was her birthday and she has never had very good birthday and she missed Tommy something offal and she woke up this morning and got sick and it was only 8:30 in the morning.

“What next?” She thought as she climbed back into bed and went back to sleep. She had the day to her self until the show tonight and she planed on spending the day in her hotel room sleeping. An hour late she woke up by pounding on her door.
“Spied if that you, so help me g-d you are dead.” Jude said as she got out of bed and went to the door. Only it was not spied standing there.

“Tommy!” Was all she said as he pushed her into her room and slammed the door and kissed her.

“What are you doing here?” She asked in between kissed as she pushed his leather Jacket of his shoulder as he backed her to the bed.

“Not now, talk later.” he told her slipping his hand under her shirt as he pushed her back toward the bed.

“Fine with me” She said as she pulled his shirt over his and then unbuttoned his jeans as they fell on the bed.

“So why are you here?” Jude asked later as they lay in bed wrapped around each other. Good question this was not why he had come here but when Jude opened the door every thought drained out of his head, except for the thought that he loved her and had to have her.

“Did you really think that I would miss your birthday, girl?” he asked kissing her on the top of her head as he ran his hand through her silky hair.

“Damn don’t remind me?” she said with a laugh. As she got out off bed and grabbed his shirt off the floor and put it on.

“And why not, you only turn nineteen once girl” he told her as he to climbed out of bed and put his jeans on and turned to look at her.

G-d he was so yummy. She thought with a laugh.

“Okay what are you laughing at?” He demanded.

“You” she stated as she continued to stare at him.

“Well if you are going to be like that, then I guess you don’t want your present.” He said as he laughed and tuned away from her.

“Present, no give me” she yelled as she ran over and jumped on his back which knocked them onto the bed.

“All right, now get off of me” he said getting up off the bed. He walked over and picked up his leather jacket and got Jude’s present.

“You weren’t saying that a little while ago Quincy.” She said as he came back to the bed and sat down.

“Don’t go there right now, girl.” He laughed as he handed her, a red velvet box. And watched her open it.

“Oh Tommy it beautiful” She cried, as she took her present out of it box. Inside was a platinum bracelet with four tear drop shaped jewels hung from it and little diamonds helping hold it together?

“One jewel for every year I we have know each other, a sapphire, a ruby, an amethyst and a diamond.” He told her as he took the bracelet and put it on her wrist.

“Tommy I love it and I love you” she said as she kissed him.

“I love you too girl.” He said kissing her as he laid her back on the bed and they made love again. He stayed with her until she had to leave for the show. He kissed her goodbye and left. Two weeks later Jude found out that she was going to have a Little Tommy Q, she was pregnant.

That is for this chapter please post and let me know what you think.
Tanya

[Tanya]

Chapter 7
Disclaimer I don’t own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

Who ever named it morning sickness needed to be cornered and shot. Jude decided one night after her concert, Jude did not have morning sickness, and it was night sickness. Which was not every convenient when you have to go out into an arena , under hot light and sing to thousands of people, which usually would not bother her cause she loved it, but being pregnant and doing it really sucked. She thought as she walked off of stage and all but ran to her dressing room, and into the bathroom, barley made there in time. She must not have got her dressing room door closed because when she came out of the bathroom her best friend and opening act was standing there with a bottle of water.

“You look like hell.” he said as with a smile. She just glared at him and gave him the bird.

“Hey just for that I shouldn’t give you this, but I will since I am such a nice Guy.” he laughed as he handed me that water. I grabbed it and took a long drink. Which was a mistake?

“Oh God” She said as she throw the water as Mason and ran for the bathroom again.

“What the hell?” he asked standing there looking at the wet spot on his shirt where the open bottle of water had hit him.

“Jude are you all right?” He asked as he went to the bathroom door and found her on her hands and knees praying to the porcelain gods.

“Do I look all right?” She managed to ask before she got sick again.

“No I think I am going to go and get Spied, Wally and Chad and we will take you to doctor.” He said as he started to leave the bathroom.

“No don’t do that I know what is wrong and there is nothing that a doctor can do about it.” She said laying her head on the edge of the toilet and prayed that the world would stop spinning. This was all Tommy fault, he did this to her. She thought as she closed her eyes for a second.

“Jude are you going to tell me what is wrong or do I have to go and get Spied and the band.”

He demanded with concern in his voice. He had never seen Jude like this and it was starting to scar him.

“Just give me minute will you.” She said when she knew that she was not going to be sick again.

“Okay I will be in you dressing room.” He said as he turned and walked out of the bathroom. She got up off the floor, flushed the toilet and brushed her teeth.
A couple of minutes later she came back out of the bathroom grabbed another bottle of water and sat down on the leather couch.

“Am I going to ware that on to?” Mason joked as he as down next to her on the couch. “So tell me what is wrong.” he said when she laid her head on his shoulder.

“What I am going to tell you, you have to promise not to tell anyone and I mean it Mas, no one can know” She said in a soft voice as she sat up and looked at him.

“I swear I won’t tell now why the hell are you so sick?” He asked
“I’m pregnant okay.” She said as tears filled her eyes. She didn’t know why she was crying, she just was and she didn’t care.

“Wow, how, who, Wow,” Mason stammered in shock. Any other time it might be funny but right now it was not.

“Funny, Mas can out more then one syllable word together.” She said sarcastically.

“Sorry this is just a shock.” He said as he got up off the couch and started to walk around the room.

“You think it’s a shock, try being the one that’s pregnant.” She said shooting him a dirty look, god she hated men right now.

“So have you told Tommy, that he is going to be a father?” Mason asked.

“How the hell do you know he is the father? “ She asked in complete shock.

“Jude it me remember you best friend, I know who you feel about Tommy and no matter what you would never just hook up with some random guy. So who else could it be and besides that I saw him leaving you hotel room the night of you birthday and then he was not at the concert and now this.” He said as he stopped pacing and pointed a Jude still flat tummy.

“Okay fine it is Tommy’s and for you information. It was not the day of my birthday that I got pregnant I think.” She told him.

“Then when was it.” He asked he could not believe that he had not seen this sooner.

“It was the afternoon in the kitchen before we can back form the Ranch.” She blurted out, and then slammed her hand over her mouth when she realized what she had just said.

Mason lost it, he doubled over laughing. “You are too much; you actually got it on in a kitchen with Little Tommy Q.” He said as he started to laugh again.

"Shut up, it not funny, God Mas what am I going to do?” She asked still not quite believing that this was all happening.

“What you are going to do is call Tommy and tell him that he is going to be daddy.” Mason said as he handed her, her cell phone.

“Yeah okay Mas, fine I’ll just do that, but first let me ask you a question, how would you like to find out over the phone that you’re going to be daddy?” She asked as she took the phone form him.

“Umm new flash I’m gay, so that would never happen, hey that hurt.” he said when she hit him.

“That’s for being a smart ass, now pretend that you are not gay and tell how would you feel?” She asked again.

“Okay I see your point, so when are you going to tell him? “ Mason asked her. “Tomorrow when I get home. We are supposed to meet for dinner at my place.” She said as she got up off the couch and walked over to vanity and sat down.

“I’m scared Mason I just got him and I don’t want to lose him and I am afraid once I tell him, he will run.” She said looking up a Mason for help.

“Jude, Tommy loved you and yes you have a lot to over come before you can be together, but I don’t think he will run.” He said as he hugged her. He hoped he was right.

“Thank you Mason I don’t know what I would do with out you.” She said when she pulled away from him.

“Your welcome now what do you say we get out off here and go home.” He said
“That fine with me.” She said as they walked out of the room and headed back to Toronto (if not spelled right really am sorry.).

They got home the following after noon. Jude headed strait home to wait for Tommy. When she talked to him the other night he said that he and Portia were signing the divorce paper today and then he would meet her at her house. She had only been home about half an hour when there was a knock at her door. She ran and opened it.

“Hey Quincy.” She said as she throws her arms around him. Only did not hug her back. So she pulled way and look at him. Oh god he looked really nerves.

“Tommy what wrong aren’t you glad to see me” She asked, starting to get scared.
“Of course I am girl. Let go into the living room so we can talk” He said, has he took her hand and lead get into the living room

“What going on Tommy?” she asked when they got into the living room.

“Portia and I are not getting divorced.” He said as Jude world fell apart.

[Tanya]

Chapter 8
Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

“Jude did you hear me? “ Tommy said watching Jude Waiting for her to yell or scream as him. Jude just looked at him a shock.

“Yes Tommy, I heard you, why?” she asked as she shook her head.

“We decided to give out marriage another shot” He told her as he walked across the room to look out the window. He needed to put so space between.

“Tommy stop lying and tell me what the hell is going on.” Jude said not willing to take some flimsy answer this time.

“And what makes you think I am lying? He asked as he turned to look at her again.

“Because I know you. I know that there has to be on hell of reason that you are staying married to Portia. So what is it? Is she pregnant? “Jude asked as she put her and over her own baby. She didn’t know if she really wanted to hear the answer to this question.

“Hell no, how could you think that after what we had this summer? “ He asked, god this was harder then he thought it was going to be. He could see that she as barley holding it together,
“Then why tell me, you at least owe me that” She told him as she walked over to the couch and sat down. This can’t be happening Jude thought. He is suppose to be here telling me that he loves me and want to spend him life with me and I am suppose to be telling him about our baby.

“Your right, a little over a year ago Portia and Darius's father died. His will stated that Darius and Portia would get everything the only thing was, Portia had to get married and it had to last one year and for reason that I can not tell you, because it not my place. I agreed to marry her. When Portia and I got married we signed a pre-nup. Well there was a clause in the pre-nup that says if we get divorced not Portia and I will lose everything and we can’t let that happen. So the divorce is not going to happen. Portia and I decided that we are going to try and make out marriage work.” He said, only there was more that he could not tell her.

“Fine, Tommy what ever, I need you to leave.” She said as she go up off the couch and walked to the front hallway.

“Jude, please tell me that we can still be friends, I don’t want to lose you from my life?” He asked as he followed her.

“Tommy I love you to much to shut you out of my life, and I want you to be happy and if you think that is with Portia, then fine this summer never happened.” She told him, and prayed that he would believer her. She was never a good lair, but she was going to have to learn really fast how to be starting now.

"Fine, girl I love you.” He told kissing her on her forehead as he walked out the door to his viper and left her standing there in the doorway. What was she going to do now she thought as she put her hand on her belly over her baby? She may not have Tommy but at least she has a little part of him.

Suddenly she didn’t want to be home alone. She needed to get out of here and go talk to Mason. She needed her best friend. She picked up her cell phone and called him. She go his voice mail.

“Hey Mas I'm on my way I need you.” She said then shut off the phone and headed of her car.

There was no answer when she got Mason‘s. Thinking that he was just asleep she let her self into his house and headed to him room to wake him up.

“Hey Mason get u-” She was saying as she stopped dead in her tracks. Mason was in bed alright, but he was not alone and they were not asleep. All three screamed and Jude ran to the living room.

“Jude wait!” Mason yelled as he got dressed and came running after her.

“Mason I’m sorry I tried calling before I can over, when you didn’t answer I just though you where a sleep I didn‘t know” She tried to explain.

“Jude it okay we where going to tell you tomorrow anyway.” Mason said as he walked into the kitchen and got her a bottle of water. He knew something beside what she just saw was wrong, but, what. That is the question. Just as she was about to ask him. His guest walked out of the bed room.

“Hey Jude how are you?” Mason’s guest asked as he walked over and kissed Mason on the cheek and then turned to look at Jude.

“How am, How am, let me tell you how I am. The love of my life just told me that we have no future together, he is staying with is wife, I them find my best friend in bed with my ex-boyfriend, ho yeah and to top it all off I am pregnant. So now tell me, how am I Shay” She yelled at him as she finally fell apart. Shay didn’t know what to do. Mason ran over and picked her up and sat on the couch with her while she cried.

“What am I going to do Mas?” She sobbed into his shoulder.

“First you are going to calm down and tell us what happen and then you are going to let us help you.” Only it was not Mason that said this. It was Shay as he walked over and sat down Next to Jude. She spent the next half hour telling them what Tommy had told her.

“Look Shorty I know you, and I know that you are going to keep the baby, so are you going to tell Tommy about the baby.” Shay asked after she got done talking.

“How can I tell Tommy, I mean yes I am keeping this baby, but I can’t tell him now.” She said as she got up and started to pace the living room.

“So are you going to leave town?” Mason asked as he watched her. She was so pale and fragile looking.

“No I don’t think so, as a matter a fact I don’t think I am going to hide it at all.” She told them she didn’t want to hide her pregnancy and she was not going to.

“So what are you going to do?” Shay asked he has seen that look in her eyes before, so he knows that what ever she does it was going to be good for her and her baby. He still could not believe that she as going to have a baby and was not freaking out about him and Mason.

“I am going to tell everyone that I net someone on tour and we hooked up and I got pregnant. That is all anyone need to know for right now.” She told them with a smile. This was her baby and that was all that mattered.

“But I need you guys help, please I don’t want Tommy to know at least not right now, so please don’t say anything about Tommy being the father to anyone, please Shay?” She asked as she walked over to the window.

“Jude I will make you a deal if you promise not to say anything about me and Mason, then I will not say anything about who fathered you baby.” Shay said as he walked over to Jude and turned her to look at him.

“You got a deal, Now Mason how long has this thing between you and Shay been going on?” She asked
“Since we met at G Major a couple of months ago, but we are not ready to go public if anyone finds out it could be the end of Shays career.” Mason said
“Mason I promise I will not tell beside I don’t think anyone would believe me anyway.’ She said on a laugh.

“Thanks Jude.” Mason said as he hugged her.

“You welcome now I don’t know about you two but I am hungry, so who is ordering the Chinese food.” Jude said as she pulled way from Mason. Shay just laughed and handed the phone to Mason.

A/N: That all for this chapter. I really hope you like it. I don’t know anything about law and what really goes in a pre-nup, so any mistakes made are mine and mine alone. And I know Mason and Shay together might not seem right but I thought it would be fun to give Mason someone to be with and why not Shay and hey it my story I can write it the way I want. Thank you every one for reading and again Thank you phantomfantasy22/ Angel422 for the pre-nup idea she came up with it when I first posted this on another fan fiction site. Please let me know what you think.
Tanya

[Tanya]

Chapter 9
Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

“Jude are you ready to do this?” Mason asked as they had just pulled in front of her dad and Yvette’s new house. Jude looked over at Mason and smiled.

“No but I have to tell them sooner or later and the sooner the better.” Jude said, as she placed her hand on her stomach over the baby, but she was really worried about telling her dad, because she knows that when she does he is going to go throw the roof.

“If you don’t want to tell them now you can always wait.” Mason said with a smile.

“No I have to tell them today, I have a meeting with Darius in the morning, I plan on telling him then. So I have to tell my family today.” Jude said as she got out of the car.

“Come on let’s eat and then get this over with.”

“Okay, so you’re going to wait till after dinner to tell them.” Mason laughed as he got out of the car and followed her.

“That my plan.” She said as she opened the door to her dad’s house and walked in.

“Hey daddy were here.” She yelled as she and Mason walked into the house.

“Were in here honey?” Her father yelled from the living room. They walked into the living room, to find Sadie, and Kwest sitting on the couch and her father in a chair across from them.

“Jude you here.” Sadie said as she jumped up and hugged Jude and them Mason.

“Yeah, Sadie I’m here, Hi Kwest.” She said as she hugged Kwest.

“Daddy, Yvette, how are you?” Jude asked as she kissed her dad on the cheek.

“Fine, thank you.” Yvette said, thing with Yvette were still kind of weird but they were all Trying to get along and be friends.

“So when do we eat?” Jude asked as she sat down next to Sadie on the couch.

“Is that all you ever think about?” Sadie joked and everyone laughed
“That and music.” She replied.

“Let me go and check the chicken and then I will let you know.” Yvette said as she left the room.

“So how was the tour?” Stuart asked.

“The tour was great, Mason was awesome and so was SME.” Jude said with a smile, she really wanted to eat and get this over with. All she really wanted to do was go home and be by her and write, and forget about all of this, because once she told her family there would be no turning back.

“Hey Jude, dinners done,” Mason said as he reach over and touched her shoulder.

“Jude are okay, you looked kind of lost there for a moment.” Sadie asked as they got up and went into the dinning room to eat.

“Yeah fine, just thinking that all.” Jude said as she sat down to eat.

After they eat dinner and dishes were done they all went back into the living room. Jude, Mason, Sadie, and Kwest all took the couch again and Stuart and Yvette sat across from them.

“Daddy I have something I have to tell all of you.” Jude said as she got up off the couch and walked over to look out the window.

“Okay what?” Her dad asked.

“Okay this is not easy so I am just going to say it, I met someone on tour and we hooked up and now I am pregnant.” Jude said as she closed her eyes and waited for the explosion.

She didn’t have to wait long Sadie had just taken a drink of water and she spit it out all over Mason.

“What?” Everyone but Mason yelled.

“I’m pregnant.” She said putting her hand on her stomach to calm it.

“What the hell do you mean you pregnant and who the hell is the father” Jude’s dad yelled as he jumped up out of his chair and Yvette ran to get a towel for Mason.

“I’m going to have baby, and as for the father is gone’ Jude told them. Mason, Shay and her had spent time coming up with a cover story the last couple of days.

“And how is the father, tell Jude” Her father demanded.

“It doesn’t matter who the father is. He is gone and this is my baby that is all that matters.” Jude told her father.

“Are you going to keep it?” Sadie asked from over one the couch.

“Yes Sadie, I am, I want this baby more then I have ever wanted anything in my life.” She told Sadie with a smile. Sadie know in that second that she would support Jude in this decision. Sadie had never seen Jude look like that before her hold face and just lit up and it said all there was to say.

“Well I won’t stand for it; you will not have that baby.” Stuart yelled at Jude.

“And what are you going to do. Daddy cut me off for your money, Oh no wait a minute, you can’t it I have my own money and I control it now and I don’t really care what you will stand for or won’t stand for, Now what are you going to do?” Jude demanded.

“I will not support you and I will not be there if you have this baby.” he said as Yvette tried to calm him down.

“Fine then don’t, but you will be the one missing out, you won’t get to watch you grandchild grown up. Mason come on let get out of here.” She said as she grabbed her leather jacket and walked to the door.

“Hey Jude wait for us.” Sadie said as she and Kwest got up to leave.

“You should be a shamed of yourself daddy.” Sadie said to him as she and Kwest left the house.

“Sadie if you are going to tell, not to have my baby then save it.” Jude said with tears in her eyes. She knew telling her father was going to be hard but she didn’t realize how much his rejection was going to hurt.

“Will you shut up a minute? I want to tell you that I am happy for you and when you need me I will be there no matter what daddy thinks I don’t agree with him, you have my support.” Sadie said as she hugged Jude.

“Thank you Sadie you don’t know how much I need to hear that.” Jude cried and hugged Sadie back.

“Same here, any time, just call.” Kwest said with a smile as he laid him hand on Jude’s shoulder.

“Thank you Kwest.” Jude said as she gave him a hug.

“Question, what is it with you Harrison women and spiting or throwing water on me.” Mason asked looking down as his wet t-shirt.

Jude looked at Mason for the first time since telling her dad about the baby and started to laugh.

“What he talking about you throw water at him?” Sadie asked looking over at Mason.

“He walked into my dressing room on tour and handed me a bottle of water I took a drink, got sick and throw the bottle of water at him.” Jude said as she laughed and wiped the tears from her eyes and soon they where all laughing.

“Sorry you just happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time.’ Jude said as tried to stop laughing.

“No I will just make sure to stay very far way from you two for now on when you have a bottle of water in hand.” He laughed.

“Hey we didn’t mean to.’ Sadie said in between laughs.

“Come you guy we need to get out of here.” Jude said as she walked to the car.

“Okay bye, call if you need any thing.” Sadie said as she and Kwest climbed in their car and left and Jude and Mason did the same.

Next day as G Major, Jude was standing out side Darius office trying to get the nerve to go in and tell him about the baby. If she thought her dad’s reaction was bad, she wasn’t sure if she wanted to know how Darius was going to react.

“Oh come on Jude, quite being a chicken and just knock.” Jude said to herself as knocked on Darius’s office door.

“Come in, Hey Jude, How is my favorite Instant Star today.” Darius asked when Jude walked into his office. He was sitting at his desk.

“I’m fine but we need to talk.” Jude said as she sat down across for Darius.

“Why, don’t I like the sound of this?” He said as he took a drink of his coffee.

“You may not and I may not be you favorite Instant Star after we get done talking.” Jude said, she really wanted a drink of that coffee, it smells so good. She thought with a shake of her head.

“Okay Jude what is going on, what is wrong?” Darius asked watching Jude. She was really jumpy so he know something was wrong
“I am not going to play around I am just going to say it. D I’m pregnant and the father is long gone and will not tell you who he is” Jude said and waited for his to start yelling.

“Well congratulations.” He said as Jude’s mouth hit the floor.

“Wait a minute, you’re not yelling at me, why?” Jude asked in confusion. He was supposed to be angry.

“Jude, It not my place to yell at you, I know that in the past I have yelled at you a lot and not
Supported you, but you have my support on this what ever you decided G Major will support you, I will support you.” He said as he walked over and hugged Jude.

“Okay D you are taking this a lot better then my dad did, why?” She asked in confusion and not sure if she should hug him back. This was way weird she thought.

“Because you are an adult and even thought you always find way to get in trouble, you also find way to make it work out and bring G Major Publicity and that is what we need.” He said as he pulled way from Jude.

“I will not use my baby as a publicity tool, and if that is what you think then you had better think again.” Jude told him.

“Jude I would never use you child that way.” He said as he sat back down.

“Fine D, but I don’t want to do way tours or publicity things till after I have the baby.” She said, and again waited for his reaction.

“Then what would you like to do are you going to leave town and disappear?” He asked her.

“No, I don’t want to hide my pregnancy, I just don’t want to be traveling all over the world while I am pregnant, and I would like to start working on a new album.” She told him.

“If I promise not traveling all over the world would you be willing to do a few promotional things here in Toronto?” He asked.

“Yes D, will I be able to start a new album?” she asked with a smile.

“Sure why not, now get out of here and go relax.” He told her as she got up and went to leave.

“Thank you D.” She said as she headed for the door.

“Your welcome and if you need anything yell” He said as she walked out and strait into Tommy and he did not look happy.

“Hey Tommy, how are you?” She asked, ho god how long had he been standing there. She thought as she looked up at him.

“Let talk.” He said as he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her out into the ally.

“Tommy, let go you are hurting me.” She said when they got out into the ally.

“Were you going to tell me or wait for someone else to tell me?” He demanded as he ran his Hands through his hair.

“Tell you what?” She asked a little scared. She didn’t want to tell him about the baby yet.

“Cut the crap Girl, I heard everything you said to D. So when were you going to tell me that we are going to have a baby” He yelled at her.

“And what make you think it your baby, remember not everything is about you.” She tossed in his face as she turned way from him.

“Don’t you give that I know you and you don’t sleep around.” Tommy tossed back at her as he grabbed her and spun her around to look at him.

“That’s were you are wrong, I met someone on tour and now I am having a baby.” Jude told him as she tried to pull away from him.

“Damn it don’t lie to me this is my baby, now isn’t it?” He yelled at her as he shook her.

“Yes, now are you happy.” She yelled as she finally pulled way from Tommy or he just let her go she was not sure which.

“How long have you known and when did it happen?” He asked very calm all of a sudden.
He was going to be a father, and Jude was the mother, He thought as he looked at her.

“Either the afternoon in the kitchen or on my birthday and I have known for about a month.” She told him, she wished that he would wrap his arms around her and hold her for a minute. She was scared and she needed him, but that was not possible he is married.

“So when were you going to tell me or were you just going to pass the baby off as someone else.’ he asked her, God he wanted to hit something.

“I was going to tell you the night you showed up at my house and told me that you were still married. After that I decided that I would not tell you and just tell everyone that I met someone on tour and we hooked up.” She said as walked over and touched his shoulder.

“Damn it Jude this is my baby, I had the right to know.” He said as he turned his back to her.

“Damn it Quincy, do you think this is easy for me, I wanted to tell you and I was going to, but you told me that you and Portia were still married and that you are giving your marriage another chance. I just couldn’t tell you after that, I just couldn’t.” She told him.

“I want to be a part of my child life.” he told her. Turning to look at her again, she looked fragile and pail.

“That not possible Tommy, you are married and I will not cause our baby that type of publicity. It's not about you or me or what we want. It about our baby and what is best for her or him.” She said as she laid her hand over her tummy where the baby was. He really wanted to reach out and lay his hand there to.

“Girl don’t do this, don’t make this hard, I don’t care that I am married, I want to watch our child grow up.” He said to her, starring at her hand on her belly.

“Again Tommy, do you think this is easy, I want to shout to the world that I am having you baby, but we can’t the press would eat us all alive and they would never leave our baby alone, And as for being a part of this baby’s life you will be. It just won’t be as her or his father.” She told him, her wanted to cry, this was breaking her heart, and he look so hurt.

"But it my baby.” He started to say, but she cut him off.

“Yes Tommy, but you will not say any thing and that is the way it is going to be. You chose your marriage and now you have to deal with the consequences.” She said as she turned and walked way from Tommy. Only her grabbed her arm and stopped her.

“This isn’t over Jude, for now we will play it your way, but it not over, not by a long shot.” He said as he let her go and she walked away.

A/N: That it for that chapter. In the future I may call the baby Bom for a while, it is off of McLeod’s Daughter’s one of my other favorite show. They called the baby on there that and I think it is better then, he, she, or it and I like it. The meaning of Bom will kind of change but not for a couple of chapters. Then I will explain what it means then. Please read and enjoy.
Tanya

[Tanya]

Chapter 10
Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

It had been two days since her run in with Tommy and she had not seen or heard from him since there contention that afternoon he never returned to the Studio and Sadie had said something about, Tommy taking a week off. She missed him, but she was also relieved that he was not around to be a constant remind of the fact that she had hurt him. She will never forget the look in his eyes when she told him that he could not be a father to there baby, but she was trying to protect her baby and maybe even herself, but right now she was so confused she did know what she was trying to do anymore.

“This is nut, what are we going to do Bom? (A/N that is what I am going to call the baby till she as it.)Jude asked as she placed her hand on her belly. She was setting on her couch trying to watch Grey’s Anatomy and was to caught up in her thoughts to pay attention to what was going on the show. So she got up and went into the kitchen and got herself a package of strawberry pop tarts and a glass of milk. She was heading back into the living room when there was a knock on the front door.

“Now who could that be?” She said as she sat her pop tarts and milk down on the coffee table and went to answer the door; she grabbed the baseball bat on her way. She now lived in her childhood home by herself, or should she say her house now. She bought the house after her mom put it up for sell and ran off with Don. She had not seen or heard from her mom since and Sadie was living with Kwest.

“Who is it?” She asked when she go to the front door.

“It’s Kwest we need to talk.” came a reply.

“Damn it Kwest you scared the hell out of me.” Jude asked as she leaned the bat next to the door and opened it to let him in.

“Sorry.” Kwest said as he walk in.

“So what are you two doing here so late?” Jude asked. She walked over to the coffee table and grabbed on of the pop tarts and took a bite.

“I told Sadie that I would stop by on my way home and check on you since you have not been to G Major in the last couple of days.” He said to her.

“I talked to Sadie earlier today and the reason I have not been at G Major is because

Darius told me to take a couple of days off.” Jude told him, After her run in with Tommy the other day, she was upset and when she was leaving G Major she had run in to Darius coming out of his office, he saw that she was upset and asked what was wrong, she told him that she was just tired and needed so sleep, and he told her to take a couple of days off.

“That not the only reason you have not been at the Studio and you know it. So talk to me and tell me what is going on and let me help” He told her. He know that something was up and he was going to find out what. First Tommy takes off and then Jude had not been in the Studio.

“No it not and you are right you might be able to help. Tommy know that I am pregnant he over heard me telling D.” She said as she took a drink of her milk.

“And let me guess he did not take the news well?” Kwest said as he got up off the couch and walked over to the window and looked out into the night,
“That is the understatement of the year.” Jude said as she watched Kwest.

“Yeah well it not everyday you find out you are going to be a father and to over hear it, instead of being told first had to be a real shock.” Kwest said as he turned to look at Jude, God why had he not put it together sooner.

“How the hell did you know?” Jude asked him.

“Jude, this is Kwest you are talking to, the same Kwest that has sat back and listened and watched you and Tommy fight your feeling for each other for the last four years. I also know that you would not sleep with someone unless you love them and I know that, that person is Tommy and he was separated from his wife at the time and that you two spent three months at a Ranch together. I also know that he went and met up with you while you were on tour for you birthday.” Kwest said as he walked back over and sat down on the coffee table in front of Jude. “So now tell me that he is not the father of your baby.”

Jude looked at Kwest and her eyes filled with tears. “ I can’t, Kwest, I can’t tell you that Tommy’s not the father of Bom, because he is, but I can’t tell everyone that Tommy is the father and I can’t let him be a father to my baby.”

“Why Jude I know that Tommy would be here for you and the baby if you let his?” he asked as he reach out and hugged her.

“Because he is married and he is trying to save that marriage and I will not use my child to get to Tommy and that is how everyone would see it.” She cried she didn’t know what to do anymore, all she knew for sure was that she wanted this baby and that was all that mattered.

“Jude why do you care what everyone else thinks?” Kwest asked, she never had before so why now, he thought.

“Because it just not me any more and if the press get hold of the fact that Tommy is the father them they will never leave us alone. I mean I know what they find out I am pregnant that they are going to be all over me but it will die down after a while but if they find out Tommy is the father, they will never back off. So I came up with the story of meeting a guy on tour and that is what I am going to stick with for right now.” She explained as she pulled away for Kwest and she ran hand through her hair.

“Jude I know Tommy is not going to be happy with that chose He is going to want to be a part of his child life.” Kwest said.

“I know that and we will dill with that after I have Bom and not till them, so just drop it for now.” She said throwing her arms up in frustration.

“Fine Jude, but you know it not going to be that easy.” He warned her.

“I know, but there is one thing you can do, but you always so it any way, be there for Tommy. He is going to need someone to talk to.” She said.

“I will be and I will also be here for you and the baby.” He said with a smile
“You better be, after all will are going to be Bom’s godfather.” Jude told him, she was going to ask Sadie and Kwest to be the godparent this week at dinner any way so why not say something now.

“Really that cool thanks and why are you calling the baby, Bom? Kwest asked with a laugh.

“Bom is what I am going to call the baby till it is bone, and before you ask I got if off of one of my favorite TV shows when I am home to watch that is.” Jude told him as she took another bite of her pop tart.

“Okay that work, there is one other thing I need to ask who all know that Tommy is Bom’s father?” Kwest asked her as to steal a piece of her pop tart.

“Hey pregnant women her and she will bite if you touch her pop tart again, and you and Mason are the only ones that know.: She lied but she know that if she said that Shay also knew she would never hear the end of it and he would want to know how Shay knew and she promised no to say anything about Shay and Mason.

“Okay but you are going to have to tell Sadie, because I won’t lie to her for you, I love her and I can’t keep this from her.” He told her.

“Relax Kwest I won’t make you do that, I will talk to Sadie and tell her later I promise.” She said as she walked over and hugged him.

“So Kwest when are you going to ask my sister to marry you?” Jude asked when she pulled way from him.

“Actually I am going to ask her tomorrow night, if that is okay with you.” He said with a smile.

“Then you really will be my brother.” Jude laughed as she hugged him again. Over the year she had come to think of Kwest as a big brother and now he was going to be.

“Thank Jude; I am glad that you are happy about me asking you sister to marry me.” He said hugging her back. She was right he had thought of her as a little sister and now she was going to be.

“You welcome now get out of here and go home to my sister.” Jude said as she pulled way from him.

“Hey do one thing for me talk to Tommy and let him help.” Kwest said as they headed for the front door.

“I will take to him but, I don’t know if I can let him help me, but I will think about it, okay.” She told him as she opened the front door.

“Fine that is all I can ask, bye and take care of your self.” He said as he walked out the door. She shut and locked the front door and headed up to bed. Thinking about what Kwest had said to her.

[Tanya]

Chapter 11
Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star.

Jude walked into G Major the next day to find Sadie as her desk and Patsy and Jamie sitting on the couch talking or something and knowing those two you didn’t really want to know what was going on the way when the cops showed up you wouldn’t go to jail with them.

“Hey Sadie what you doing?” Jude asked as she walked over to Sadie’s desk.

“Just getting these reports ready for Liam, and be careful he is not in a good mode today.” Sadie warned her.

“Sade when is he ever in a good mode he always act like he had a corncob shoved up his ass. “ Jude said and slapped her had over her mouth in shock. I did not just say that out loud she thought as Sadie looked at her in shock and started to laugh.

“I so can’t believe you just said that. Sadie laughed, she was laughing so hard that Jamie and Patsy came over.

“Okay what is so funny” Jamie asked and Sadie told them, they all started to laugh.

“Hey don’t blame me, blame Bom.” Jude laughed, and then stopped when she realized what she had just said. Crap she had just done it again. She looked at Sadie for help she had not told Jamie, Patsy, or SME about her being pregnant. SME where still not back form their extended tour and she had just not found the right time to tell Jamie and Patsy. She guessed that the right time was now.

“Who is Bom?” Patsy asked.

“Sadie can you and I go to lunch today?” Jude asked Sadie, who shock her head yes.

“How about at one?” Sadie asked.

“Jude, who is Bom?” Jamie asked this time when Jude did not answer Patsy.

“That find with me.” Jude said as she turned and looked at Jamie and Patsy.

“Let go over to the couch and talk and I will tell you about Bom.” She said as she walked over to the couch and sat down.

“Bom is what I am calling my baby till it is born.” Jude said she didn’t have any ideas on how to tell them that she was pregnant, so she was just going to tell them.

“What baby?” Jamie asked.

“Jamie, Patsy I am pregnant, I am going to have a baby in about 7 months.” Jude said as she waited for their reaction.

“Wow a baby that is cool.” Patsy said with a smile.

“Who’s the father?” Jamie asked as he looked at Jude.

“Some guy I met on tour.” Jude told him. Hoping he would buy it.

“Dose he know about the baby?” Jamie asked again.

“No Jaime he does not know and before you ask it was a one night stand and I don’t know how to get a hold of him and tell him about the baby and even if I did I would not tell him. This is my baby and that is all that matters.” Jude told him, she was not going to let him make her feel bad about this.

“Okay what ever you say we I guess congrat on the baby and if you need me and Patsy we will be here for you.” Jamie said as he gave Jude a hug.

“Yeah what he said but I don’t do the hug thing.” Patsy said with a smile.

“SO dose the mean you will teach Bom how to knock someone out.” Jude said with a laugh.

“Sure why not.” Patsy said with a laugh. Jude was just about to say something else what Darius and Tommy came walking out of D’s office.

“When did he get back?” Jude asked, as she watch him and D talk. Tommy must have sensed her watching his, because he looked over at her and then went back to talking to D.

“This morning I think I am really surprised that you didn’t know that he was back.” Jamie said as he looked at Jude.

“And just how would I know when he got back, it not like I am his wife.” Jude said as she shot Jamie a dirty look.

“Hey don’t take my head off I was just asking, I mean you two are friends and he is your producer and last I knew you were also really close.” He said to her and boy was that an understatement, you don’t know how close we have been, she thought.

“Yeah well we are but I didn’t know that he was back.” Jude told him.
Before they could say anything else Tommy turned and walked out of G Major and D turned and looked at Jude.

“Hey Jude I need to talk to you for a moment in my office.” D said as he turned and walked into his office.

Okay what the hell had Tommy said to Darius, she thought as she got up and walked into Darius’s office.

“Have a seat girl we need to talk.” D said when she walked into his office and sat down.

“What going on D?” Jude asked, bracing herself for what she was sure D was about to say.

“Okay Jude there is going to be some change here at G Major. We are bringing in some new blood around here, that means a new artist and a new producer and I want Tommy to work with the new artist and you are going to work with the new producer.” He told her as he sat down behind his desk and looked at her.

“What do you mean I get a new producer, what is wrong with Tommy and me working together.” Jude asked him. This so was not happening, she need Tommy to make her music work.

“There is nothing wrong with you and Tommy working together as a matter a fact you new CD just went number one. It’s just that I need Tommy to work with this new artist and I want to try putting you with a new producer to see what you can come up with.” D stated.

“Okay what ever, right now I don’t want to fight. So when do I met this new producer?” Jude asked usually she would have fought this, but she needed to talk to Tommy first; there was something else going on here and she was going to find out what that was.

“You can either meet him today or met him tomorrow.” D said to her.

“It will have to be today, I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow.” She told him.

“Is everything okay with you and the baby?” D asked with a look of concern on his face.

“Yes D everything is find it is a routine check up for me and Bom” She said as she put her hand over the baby.

“That’s good and why are you calling the baby Bom.” He asked with a smile.

“Because I like it better then calling the baby it or the baby. Now why did you now ask me what Bom was?” She asked with a smile.

“Because I watch McLeod’s Daughters to and if you tell any one I will deny it and have you done way with.” He said with a smile. He could not believe he had just admitted that to her.

“Hey you secret is safe with me I promise not to tell anyone.” She laughed she so could not believe that he had just told her that.

“So when do I get to met this new producer?” She asked just as there was a knock on Darius’s office door.

“Well how about now.” He said as he got up from his desk and went and opened his office door. Standing there was a man about six foot one with shoulder length hair.

“Come in and met you the artist you are going to be working with, Jude this is Edge Copland, Edge this is Jude Harrison.” He said as Edge walked over and shook Jude’s hand.

“Nice to meet you Edge.” Jude said as she got up from her seat and shook his hand.

“Yeah nice to meet you to.” He said as he pulled his hand way from Jude’s.

“D I have to go, and I guess I will see you tomorrow after noon.” Jude said as she started to leaves Darius office and goes and finds Sadie.

“Are you ready to go?” Jude asked as she walked over to Sadie’s desk.

“Yeah, let me get my purse and let Kwest know that I am leaving.” Sadie said to her.

That fine I have a call to make and will meet you out side.” Jude said as she walked out of G Major and into the parking lot to wait for Sadie. She reaches into her bag and grabbed her cell phone and pushed speed dial.

“What do you want Jude?” the person on the other end asked.

“Nice to talk to you to Quincy.” Jude said, god this was harder then she thought.

“Cut the crap and just tell me what you want?” He yelled at her.

“Find we need to talk can you meet me at my house in a couple of hours?” Jude asked.

“Fine what ever, but I can’t make it till later tonight around eight.” Tommy said.

“Eight is fine with me. I will see you then.” She said into the phone.

“Fine girl see you at eight.” He said as he hung up the phone and she did the same.

“Making a hot date for tonight.” Someone asked from behind her causing her to jump and scream.

“Don’t do that,” She yelled as she turned to see who had just scared the hell out of her.

“Edge what are you doing out here and not that it is any of you business but no I was not making a hot date for to night” She asked as she put her phone in her bag and turned to look at him
“Looking for you, and just because you have Tommy and Darius wrapped around you little finger, doesn’t mean you can me.” He said shooting her a dirty look.

“What the hell do you mean by that, I don’t have anyone wrapped around my little finger.” she said as she dropped her bag on the hood of the car.

“Just what I mean, you think you can do what ever you want, when ever you want and Tommy and Darius just go along with it. You will be here in the morning to work and there will not be any arguing about it.” He told her.

“No I will not be here in the morning I have something to do and Darius has already said it was fine and you will not tell me what I can or can not do.” She told him as he grabbed her arm.

“Look here I can make you life a living hell here so you will do as I tell you.” He told her as he yanked on her arm.

“Let go of my arm or it will be the last thing you do.” Jude said to him as she yanked her arm way from him.

“ I am going to for get this happen and I am going to leave now and I will not be back till tomorrow afternoon if you have a problem with that them take it up with D and we will see what happens.” She said just as Sadie walked out into the parking lot.

“Hey Jude you ready to go?” Sadie asked as she walked over to them.

“Yeah let go.” Jude said as she turned for Edge and climbed in her car and Sadie did the same.

“Are you okay Jude and who was that?” Sadie asked as she put on her seatbelt.

“I’m fine and that is my new producer.” Jude said as she started the car and pulled out of the parking lot.

“Why do you have a new producer? What happen to Tommy?” Sadie asked in surprise.

“D said something about being in new blood and wanting Tommy and me to work with new people. So now I have a new producer and Tommy has a new artist.” Jude told Sadie as she drove down the street.

“Wow, where are we going for lunch and how does Tommy feel about this?” Sadie asked trying to take in all that she seen and heard in the parking lot and what Jude had just told her.

“I don’t know Sadie, isn’t exactly talking to me at the moment and we can either go to my house and eat or go to Dragon House and eat.” (A/N Dragon House is the best place in the state where I live to get Chinese food as least that is my opinion so that is the restaurant I am using.) Jude asked Sadie.

“Dragon House would be great and why is Tommy not talking to you?” Sadie asked when they pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant.

“Long story and I will tell you about it in a little bit, but right now I am starving so let go eat.” Jude said as they got out got out of the car and walked into the rest. An hour later and Jude was stuffed.

“So talk to me what is going on between you and Tommy?” Sadie asked as she took a drink of her Pepsi. Just as Jude was getting ready to tell her. Sadie’s phone rang.

“Hold that thought. Hey Kwest.” Sadie said as she got up and walked away from the table. She came back about five minutes later.

“Okay little sister let get out of here and go talk.” Sadie said as she grabbed her purse and headed out the door.

“Wait where are we going and don’t you have to go back to work?” Jude asked as she followed Sadie out to the car.

“We are going to the house and no I have the rest of the day off and Kwest will be picking me up in about an hour. So let go talk.” Sadie said as she climbed in the car and wait for Jude. Jude climbed in and they left and went to the house.

“Okay now tells me what is going on.” Sadie said when they got to the house and inside.

“I lied to you the other day, I know who the father of my baby is and he does want to be a Part of Bom’s life.” Jude said as her eyes filled with tears.

“Who and why did you lie to me?” Sadie asked as she looked at Jude.

“Tommy is the father and I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want the lecture.” Jude said as she sat down on the couch and grabbed on of the couch pillows and hugged it to her.

“God Jude what where you thinking, he’s married and why are you telling me now.” Sadie said as she started to pace the room.

“I know that he is married and for what it worth at the time he and Portia were legally separated and they had filled for a divorce. Tommy told Kwest and when Kwest confronted me I told him that I was going to tell you.” Jude said as she watched Sadie pace the room.

“How long has Kwest know, and where you going to tell me if he had not found out.” Sadie yelled at Jude.

“Yes I was going to tell you and he just found out last night, and don’t be mad at Kwest, he told me that he would not lie to you, that if I did not tell you today then he was going to tell you.” Jude cried, god don’t let her be mad at Kwest not with what he has planned for tonight.

“Oh I am not mad at Kwest, but I am really pissed off at you and very disappointed that you didn’t come to me, why Jude?” Sadie asked

“ I don’t know cause I was scared that you be disappointed in me, that you would hate me and most of all that you would leave to and I need you, Sadie I need my big sister I don’t have mom and dad, I need you more then ever.” Jude cried as she looked at Sadie. Sadie stopped pacing and looked at Jude she was really pale and there where tears running down her checks and she looked so lost and scared.

“Jude I may be mad at you, but I don’t hate you. I am not disappointed in you and am just disappointed tat you didn’t tell me that Tommy was the father and I am not mom and dad I will never leave you, not ever no matter what I will be here.” Sadie said as her eyes filled with tears and she walked over and hugged Jude.

“Sadie I am really sorry for lying to you. I just didn’t want anyone to know that Tommy was the father.” Jude said as she pulled way from Sadie.

“Why don’t you want anyone to know?” Sadie asked and Jude told her everything about Tommy over hearing and her and Kwest conversation. Sadie just sat there listening to everything that Jude was saying and was in complete aw of her little sister.

“But I think the biggest reason I don’t want everyone to know is that Tommy is trying to save his marriage and Sadie I love him and I want him to be happy and if that is with Portia then fine I will not stop him I can’t us my baby that way, it not fair to Tommy, me or our baby.” Jude told Sadie as she got up and walked over and picked up a picture of her and Tommy. It was a picture of them taken the night of the release party of her last CD.

“ Jude I am not going to tell you what to do, but listen to me and hear me out on what I am about to say. I can understand that but Tommy wants to be a part of Bom’s life and I can understand why you don’t want him to be, but you know a lot of thing can happen in seven months, so use that time and think about how you would feel if Tommy came along and took Bom from you and wouldn’t let you have any contact with Bom unless it was with the agreement that Bom was not to know that you were Bom’s mother. That would break your heart and now think about how Tommy is feeling now. This baby growing inside of you is a part of you and a part of him and the best of both of you. Try and make it work some how and to hell with the press and what everyone else will think or do this is yours and Tommy's baby not theirs.” Sadie said as she put her hand on Jude belly where the baby is.

“Wow Sadie who know that you could be so level headed and rational. Thank you and I will think about it and I am talking to Tommy tonight.” Jude said as she hugged Sadie. Just as Kwest walked into the house.

“Am I interrupting anything?” Kwest asked looking at them with caution.

“No Kwest you are safe.” Sadie said as she got up off the couch and walked over to him and kissed him.

“I love you, you know that.” Sadie said when she pulled way and looked up at him.

“Okay what did I miss here, you told her and I am still alive with no bruises.” Kwest said As Jude started to laugh and Sadie hit him on the arm.

“Yes you are alive and no bruises everything is okay with me and Jude and you and me.” She told him with a smile.

“Okay in that because I love you and one more thing will you marry me?” Kwest asked as he dropped down on one knee and pulled a diamond ring with a diamond the size of a marble out off is pocket and slid it on Sadie’s fingerer as she strode the in complete shock.

“Yes!” She finally cried as she throws her arms around his neck and kissed him.

“Kwest what happen to all the plans you told me about last night?” Jude asked with tears in her eyes again. When Kwest pulled away from Sadie.

“I was going to but Sadie was being so nice and loveable right now that I thought I would just do it now in front of you it felt right.” He smiled over at her and she laughed.

“You know that he was going to ask me to marry him?” Sadie asked Jude.

“Yes he told me last night.” Jude answered her.

“So do I still get what ever you had planned for tonight?” Sadie asked Kwest.

“Yes anything you want.” He replied with a smile that made Sadie’s heart melt.

“Okay let go.” Sadie said as she walked over and hugged Jude and got her purse.

“Are you going to be okay?” Sadie asked Jude.

“Yes I will be fine and I will think about everything you said. Now get out of her and go celebrate your engagement. I so can’t believe you are going to get married I am so happy for the both of you.” She said as she hugged Kwest and then pushed them out the door.

“Love you guys.” She said as she watched them walk to the car.

“We love you to.” Sadie said as her and Kwest climbed in the car and left.

“Now Bom what do we do till you daddy get here? “ She asked as she yawned.

“I think you are right let’s go take a nap.” She said as she lay down on the couch and Grabbed the throw blanked off the back of the couch and went to sleep. That is how Tommy found her at eight o’clock that night.

[Tanya]

Chapter 12
Disclaimer: I don't not own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

Tommy had used the key that Jude had given him when she bought her family home. When her mom had married Don and then run off with him. She put the house up for sell. Jude dad did not have the money and could not come up with it. So Jude swallowed her pride and went to D and asked him for the money and since her second album was number one and that was making D very happy he gave her the money. She had given him a key incase of an emergency. At the time he had teased her bout the only reason that she had given him the key was so the he could wake her up in the morning so that she didn’t have to use an alarm clock. When he got there and rang the door bell Jude had not answered the door. He had got worried that something was wrong so he let himself into the house. He walked into the living room and found Jude curled up on the couch asleep.

She looks so beautiful laying there sound asleep. She was lying on her left side with her left hand touched under her cheek and her right hand was curled over her belly where the baby was. He smiled has he watched her sleep. He could not believe that the woman he loves is carrying his child. His baby was growing inside of her. The thought made his all warm and fuzzy inside. He wanted to shout it to the world the she was going to have his baby, but he know that as much as he wanted to do that right now he could not, he had made a total mess out of his life and Jude’s life and there was no way he could fix it right now. He thought as he reaches out and ran his finger down her cheek. Tommie smile when she sighed and turned her face towards his touch.

“Tommy” She muttered in her sleep as she turned over on her back. Tommy sat down on the couch next to her and shack her gently as he prayed that she did not wake up swinging. He so did not want a black eye right now even thought he know that he deserves a hell of a lot worse then that.

"Jude, time to wake up” He said into her ear as he shook her again. Jude moaned and turned more towards Tommy’s touch.

“No, Tommy just a little longer.” She muttered again and tried to go back to sleep.

“Come girl you have to wake up.” He said to her again
“Don’t want to, Bom and I want to sleep.” She said as she opened her eyes and looked up at him.

“You have to and who is Bom?” Tommy asked he really wanted to kiss her. He thought with a shake of his head.

“Hi and Bom is what I am calling the baby.” Jude told Tommy. I wish he would kiss me, Jude thought as she looked up at him.

“Hi you’re self, and why are you calling the baby Bom and what does it mean?” he asked with a chuckle.

“That is what I am calling the baby. I don’t want to keep calling it the baby so I am going to call the baby Bom until the birth and Bom means baby of mine.” Jude explained to him. She really needed to get up before she did something stupid she though as she continued to look up at him.

“Baby of mine I really like that.” Tommy said with a smile as he looked down at her. To hell with it she thought.

“Tommy will you just kiss me already please?” She asked as she reaches up and grabbed him by the shirt and kissed him.

Tommy didn’t ague he bent down and kissed as Jude wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer he gently bite her lower lip and she opened to him. He pulled her closer if that was possible and ran his and down her side and up under her shirt. Jude broke the kiss and ran small kisses down his cheek to his neck where she started to nibble and suck on his neck. This caused Tommy to groan and pull back and look at her. Her face was flush with desire and her lips where swollen for his kiss.

“I want you Jude.” He said as he bent down and stared to nibble and suck on her neck. This time it was her turn to moan with desire as she reaches her hand up under his shirt. She was about to pull his shirt up when the wave of nausea hit her.

“Tommy, stop and move.” Jude said as she pulled way from his and tried to get up, but he was too caught up in the moment and continued to nibble and suck on her neck. Jude closed her eyes another wave of desire and nausea hit at the same time causing her to shove Tommy and he fall off of her and landed on the floor with a loud thump and Jude literally jumped up off the couch and ran up the stairs.

“What the hell.” He said as he was watched Jude run up the stairs. He got up off the floor rubbing his butt as he did and went up the stairs in search of Jude. He found her in the bathroom bent over the toilet getting sick.

“Damn Jude do I really make you sick.” Tommy said as he sat down on the bath tube next to Jude.

“Shut up Quincy, oh god not again.” She said as she got sick again.

“Jude is every thing okay?” He asked watching her in real concern, she was really pale. No not pale more like a pea green color and it did not look good on her at all. He thought he watched her. He reach got up and walked over to the bath room sink and wetted a wash cloth with cool water and walked back over to Jude, who was no done getting sick and had flushed the toilet and closed the lid and was laying there with her head on it. With her eyes closed.

“Yes, but I really hate you right now.” She said as she opened her eyes and looked as he wiped her face with the cool wash cloth.

“If you hate me for what happen down stairs you better remember that you started it.” Tommy said in defiance. Jude put her hand over his mouth before he could say any more.

“No, stop Quincy. That was not what I meant. I was talking about hating you because I was sick and you made me that way. IT was a joke by the way but it is still partly you fault that I am sick.” She said getting up off the floor and walking over to the bathroom sink and brushed her teeth.

“What do you mean it partly my fault that you are sick?” He asked in confusion.
Jude laughed he was such a man she thought as she rinsed out her mouth and looked at him.

“Quincy I am sick because I am pregnant. It is called morning sickness.” she told him as she grabbed him hand and pulled him out of the bathroom with her and down the stairs to the living room.

“But it not morning.” Tommy said as he followed her.

“Tell that to Bom and my body because they are no understanding that.” Jude said as she sat down on the couch and looked over at him.

“Oh okay, ohm about earlier.’ He started to say as he looked down at him feet, but Jude cut him off.

“Sit down Tommy we really need to talk and let me start with what happen earlier. At the time I wanted that kiss more then any thing and it happen even though it should not have happened, but we can’t let it happen again. I don’t regret it not for a moment so quite betting your self up already.” Jude said to him with a smile when he looked up at her in surprise.

“How did you know that was what I was thinking?” He asked as he walked over and sat down on the couch next to her.

“Because I have known you for four years and that was the same look you had the night you kissed me on my sixteenth birthday.” She said as she lies her head back on the couch and continued to watch him.

“Damn that long.” He said as he looked over at her.

“Yes but that is not why I wanted to talk to you and I think you know that I want to talk about Bom and what happen at G Major.” She said as she sat up and turned and leaned back again the arm of the couch so that she could face him for this talk.

“So which do you want to talk about first Bom or what happen at G Major today and what happen at G Major today?” Tommy asked trying to play dumb but Jude was not having any of it. She smacked him on the arm.

“Cut the crap Quincy, you talk to D and then all of a sudden I have a new producer and you get a new artist what the hell is up with that and don’t tell me that D made the decision I was not born yesterday, you where gone for a week after you find out that I am pregnant and then you come back and talk to D and them all this. So talk to me, tell me why don’t want to work with me anymore?” She asked as tears filled her eyes.

“It not that I don’t want to work with you it that I can’t not right now any way.’ He said as he wiped a tear from her face.

“Why not?” She cried.

“Because every time I look at you I will be reminded that you are going to have my baby. A baby that you won’t let me have anything to do with and it hurt too much.” Tommy said as his own eyes filled with tears.

“I am so sorry that I hurt you, and I never should never have said that to you I am just really scared and if truth be told I don’t want to keep Bom from you.” She said as she took his had and placed it on her belly.

“Why now girl a week ago you were dead set against it.” He said as he looked at his hand on her belly.

“Because of something Sadie said to me today, when I told her that you were Bom’s father.” She said and then explained her conversation to Tommy.

“And she is right I could not deal with it if you took Bom way from me and made me watch Bom from a far. It was wrong for me to say that to you and you will never know how sorry I am for saying it.” Jude said as they got up and walked into the kitchen to find something to eat.

“Wow your sister right about something that is amazing.” He laughed as she smacked him on his arm.

“Ouch, so what do how do you want to do this I mean with Bom and all?” He asked as he rubbed his arm.

“I don’t know Tommy let just take it one day at a time, but I do know that until Bom is born I would like to keep it just between us and the people that already know.” Jude said as she got a pizza out for the freezer and put in the oven.

“Doesn’t that still mean that I can’t be a part of Bom’s life?” He said getting upset again.

“No what I mean is or am trying to say is that I just want to wait till after Bom is born. I want you to be there a matter a fact I have my first check up tomorrow do you want to come with me?” Jude asked and then went some strawberry apple sauce out of the refrigerator and dill pickles.

“I would love to go want time and you hate pickles so why are you eating them and that is really gross.” Tommy said as he gave her a dirty look as she opened the jar of strawberry apple sauce and dipped a pickle in it and then eat it.

“I do hate pickles but Bom doesn’t and the strawberry apple sauce just tastes really good with them.” A/N I have never been pregnant but one of my friends that was talked us into trying it one day and it was really good. So try it and you just might like it.) Jude said with a laugh as the look on Tommy’s face.

“Here want to try?” She asked as she dipped a pickle in the apple sauce and offered it to him.

“Hell no keep that way from me girl.” Tommy said as he backed way from her.

“Okay you are safe, so Quincy are you going to tell your wife that you are going to be a father?” Jude asked then slapped her hand over her mouth as Tommy paled.

“Are you going to tell D that I am the father?” Tommy asked in return and was praying that she says no.

“I don’t plan on telling any one else but the doctor that you are the father until after Bom is born and then only if you want them to know and then we can do it together.” She said as she took a bite of pizza.

“That’s good to know because if D finds out now I am so dead.” Tommy said as he took a bite of his own pizza.

“Look if you are afraid that I am going to go running to D and Portia you don’t have to I know that you are trying to save your marriage, and I love you and I want you to be happy and if that is with Portia then that is find. That is also why what happen earlier can’t happen again.” Jude said as she tried not to cry. She loved him and it hurt but these were the card that they were dealt and now they have to play them out.

“Thank you girl and I am sorry about the new producer and stuff.” He said as he finished his pizza and took another piece.

“Yeah about the new producer do I have to work with his, can we go back to you being my producer?” Jude asked him.

“Girl as much as I would like that it can’t happen D was not happy when I told him that I wanted to work with a different artist and he know that something is up and if I go back and tell him that I want work with you again he will became even more suspicious. So for right now we have to do with this” Tommy said, what had he gotten them into he thought as she watched her.

“Fine, so what do you know about Edge?” Jude asked him.

“Nothing really why?” Tommy asked as he walked over to the refrigerator and got a Pepsi out.

“I don’t know just asking.” Jude lied she was not about to tell him what happen today with Edge Tommy would flip if he knew so she would just deal with it.

“So when do you think it happened?” Tommy asked changing the subject.

“When what happened?” Jude asked him.

“When do you think we made Bom?” Tommy asked with a smile.

“Oh no I am not going there again.” Jude said as she walked out of the kitchen leaving Tommy wondering what she meant by that.

“What do you mean not going there again?” Tommy asked as he followed her into the living room.

“Mas asked me the same question when he found out I was pregnant.” Jude told Tommy.

“Mason know and what did you tell him.” Tommy demanded he so could not believe that she told Mason.

“Relax Quincy, he is not going to tell any one that you are Bom’s dad and the also asked me the same thing you did.” Jude said to him as she sat back down on the couch.

“That not what I upset about, you told him when we made Bom but you won’t tell me, that’s just not right girl.” Tommy said with a smile as he sat down next to her.

“Fine I will get you but then you have to leave so I can go get some sleep.” Jude said as she laughed at him.

“Deal, now tell me.” He said as they got up again and headed for the front door.

“The kitchen Quincy.’ Jude said as she followed him.

“What do you mean the kitchen, what bout it?” He asked her.

“The afternoon in the kitchen just before we came back, that is when we made Bom.” Jude said and laughed when it finally sunk in.

“I so loved that afternoon.” Tommy said as he opened the front door to leave.

“You are such a perv Quincy now get out of here and I will see you tomorrow at ten am.” Jude said as she reach up and kissed him on the check.

“Night girl, see you tomorrow.” He said as he hugged her.

“Night Quincy.” She said as she watched him leave and then shut the door, locked it and shut off all the light and went to bed.

[Tanya]

Chapter 13
Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

Jude waken then next morning my her cell phone rings she ignore it and rolled over and tried to go back to sleep up gave up when it kept ringing..

“This had better be good Quincy.” Jude said as she answered the phone.

“Come down and open the door.” Tommy said on the other end of the phone.

“Damn it Quincy it only 9:00 am and I don’t want to get up let you self in and let me sleep for another hour.” Jude muttered into the phone.

“Fine girl if you don’t want breakfast and coffee I will just have to eat and drink it on my own.” He said into the phone as the front door was yanked open. Tommy found himself staring at a very rumple and sleepy looking, dressed in nothing but an Undertaker t-shirt that hit about mid thigh.

“You are so lucky you brought me coffee and breakfast now get in here.” She said as she took the coffee from him and walked into the kitchen leaving Tommy standing in the door way laughing.

“Well good morning to you to.” He said as he walked into the house and into the kitchen and sat the bag off food on the counter top.

“Good morning Tommy what did you bring for breakfast?” Jude asked taking a drink of her coffee she smiled at him.

“I brought you lemon poppy seed muffins and double chocolate chip muffins.” Tommy said pulling the muffins out of the bag and handing then to her.

“I knew there was a reason I loved you.” She said grabbing a muffin and taking a bite of one.

“Oh thanks.” Tommy laughed taking a bite out of his muffin.

“So Quincy what are you doing here so early?” Jude asked as she finished her first muffin and started on her second one.

“Jude remember you have a doctors appointment in a half hour that why I am here this early.’ Tommy said as he took a drink of his coffee.

“Shit I forgot to call you they moved my appointment to 11.” Jude said as Tommy swore at her.

“You mean I could have slept and extra hour and you didn’t bother to call and tell me?” Tommy asked giving her that wounded puppy dog look.

“Hey don’t give me that look. I said I was sorry.” Jude said as she finished her last muffin and coffee.

“Okay find you are forgiven so what are we going to do for an hour and half?” Tommy asked looking Jude up and down.

“You are such a perv and I don’t know about you but I am going to take a shower and get ready.” Jude said as she walked out of the kitchen and headed for the stairs.

“Sound good to me, let go.” Tommy said as he followed Jude.

“Stop right there Quincy where exactly do you think you are going?” Jude asked as she turned and looked at him.

“Why with you to take a shower.” He said simply as he started up the stairs.

Jude looked at him and laughed. “Alright let try this again Quincy I am taking a shower alone. You go back down the stairs and make you self at home down there watch TV or something but you are not taking a shower with me.” Jude said as she pushed him back down the stairs.

“But Jude I want to take a shower with you.” He said in a whiney voice that made Jude laugh.

“Only in your dreams Quincy.” Jude laughed over her shoulder as she walked up the stairs and into her bathroom. She came back down stairs an hour later dressed in her favorite ripped jeans and black tang top and black boot and her blond hair up in a ponytail. She stopped dead in the door way to the living room when she saw Tommy he was stretched out on the couch sound asleep. He looked so cute laying there on her couch a sleep she just wanted to curl up on the couch with him and have him hold her. She loved him so much she thought as she walked over and shook him to walk him up. Only when that didn’t work she laughed and climbed up on the couch next to him. So she was by his ear.

“Quincy up my dad’s home.” She yelled, causing Tommy to jump up off the couch slamming his knee into the coffee table when he jumped up.

“Not funny Jude that was just mean.” He said as he as back down and rubbed his knee.

“It might have been mean but it was funny.” Jude laughed as she got up off the couch and walked to the closet and pulled out a black leather jacket.

“Hey that my jacket, I thought I lost it where did you get it from?” Tommy asked as he got up off of the couch and walked up behind her.

“You left it here that weekend you stayed with me. I have been wearing it ever since then, so why are you just now realizing that I have it.” She asked as she put it on and grabbed her leather bag from the closet floor and put her journal and cell phone in it.

“Yeah I guess so. So when do I get it back?” He asked as they walked out of the house and to the Viper.

“When you giving me the Viper?” Jude asked as Tommy unlocked the doors and she climbed in.

“Oh how about never.” Tommy said as he started the car and pulled out of the drive way.

“See then that’s you answer.” Jude said as she looked out the window.

“But Jude it my favorite jacket and I want it back.” Tommy said to her.

“And I want this car, so hears the deal you give me the car and I will give you back your Leather jacket?” Jude asked as she looked over at him and laughed.

Okay find keep the jacket. I will not give you my baby.” Tommy said and just laughed at him.

“Quincy I am sorry to tell you, but you have already given me you baby.” She said as she grabbed him hand and placed it on her still flat tummy.

“Shut up you know what I meant.’ He said with a smile as he rubbed her belly.

“Yeah I know what you mean.” She said with a smile as she looked out the window. They rode the rest of the way in silence.

“Which floor?” Tommy asked when they stepped onto an elevator.

“The third floor.” Jude answered him and took his hand as the elevator doors closed. She hated elevators almost as much as she hated spooky movies.

“You can open you eyes now.” Tommy said when they stopped and the doors opened.

“Thank you Tommy.” Jude said as they walked off the elevator and into the doctor’s office.

“Anything for you girl.” Tommy whispered as they walked up to the desk and told the nurse that she was there.

“Have a seat and we will be with you in a minute.” The nurse said with a smile.

“So what will happen at this check up?” Tommy asked as they sat down in the waiting area.

“Quincy why are you asking me that question, I don’t know what is going to happen.” Jude said as she shot him a dirty look.

“Sorry I just thought you would know.” He said with a smile that melted her heart he really was a dumb ass sometimes.

“Well I don’t I guess we will both find out won’t we.” She said with a laugh.

“Jude, the doctors ready for you now.” The nurse said when she came back into the waiting area.

“Come on Quincy.” Jude said taking his hand again and the nurse lead them into a room and told Jude to set on the table. She asked Jude some question and then told Jude that the doctor would be in, in a minute to check her out.

“Hello Jude I am doctor Hanagin, but you can call me Ally.” The doctor said when she came into the room.

“Hello and thank you Ally as you know I am Jude this is Tommy.” Jude said as she shock Ally’s hand.

“Nice to meet you Tommy I am a summing you are the father?” Ally asked as she shock Tommy’s hand

“Yes I am.” Tommy said with a big smile on his face.

“Okay Jude I want you to lay back on the table and pull up your shirt.” Ally told her.

“Why what are you going to do to her.” Tommy asked looking from the doctor to Jude.

“Relax Tommy I promise not to hurt her “She said as she put some clear jelly on Jude tummy and a Doppler probe.

“What is that?” Tommy asked when he head this funny noise as he walked up and grabbed Jude’s hand.

“That is you baby’s heart beat.” Ally said as Jude’s eyes filled with tears. She looked over at Tommy and laughed. He was staring at her tummy and then at her.

“Quincy are you okay?” Jude asked squeezing his hand to get his attention.

“Yeah our baby’s heart beat.” He said as it finally sunk in he got the biggest grin Jude had Ever seen on his face.

“Yes Quincy our baby’s heart beat.” She said with a laugh.

“Well every thing sound fine and from the sound of the heart beat and everything you have told me and my nurse I would say you are due right around the end of November so the would make the time of conception around February. So you are about two months now.” Ally said as she cleaned the jelly off of Jude belly.

“Cool, is there any thing I need to do or watch out for.” Jude asked as she sat up and pulled her shirt back down.

“No, right now every thing seems fine you need to cut down on caffeine and since you will be pregnant during the summer you will need to watch the heat and you need to avoid stress as much as possible and I am writing you a prescription for prenatal vitamins.” Ally said as she wrote out the prescription and handed it to Jude.

“Any thing else I need to do?” Jude asked as she took it for the Ally.

“Make an appointment to see me again in about a month and one more thing relax and take thing as they come.” Ally said as they walked out of the room and into the waiting Room.

“Margo I need you to set Jude up for another appointment for a month from today.” Ally said as she handed Jude file to the nurse.

“Sure thing Ally, okay how about 11am on May 10th?” Nurse Margo asked.

“That fine with me how about you Quincy?” Jude asked him.

“That fine with me to.” Tommy told them.

“Okay them here go and congratulations on the baby.” Margo told them as she handed Jude the appointment card and they left.

“So where to now?” Tommy asked as they left the doctors office.

“Let get this filled and then go and get something to eat and then we have to go to G Major or Edge will have my head on a platter for not showing up.” Jude said with a laugh as she got in the car and they left.

They walked into G Major and hour later to find Sadie at her desk. She came running over and hugged Jude and them Tommy.

“So what did the doctor say?” She asked when she pulled way from Tommy.

“Everything is fine and the baby is due in November. We also got to hear the heart beat today and Sadie it was the most amazing thing I have ever heard.” Jude said as her eyes filled with tears again. Before Sadie could say anything more Darius came walking out of his office and he was not along.

“Good T you’re here and so are you Jude I would like for you two to meet the newest member of G Major. Jude Tommy this is Lita. Lita this is Jude and Tommy. Tommy is going to be your producer on you album and Jude is out first ever Instant Star winner and our number one artist.” Darius said as they all shook hands; Lita was about five eight and had long red hair and green eyes.

“Nice to meet you and welcome to G Major.” Jude said with a smile before she could say anything else Edge showed up.

“Good you finally decided to show up now let get to work we are in Studio B, let go.” He said as he walked up to them.

“Fine let get this over with Sadie can you give me a ride on later?” Jude asked her.

“Sure not problem.” Sadie said as Jude followed Edge down the hallway and into Studio B.

A/N I am skipping ahead two months it is now June in my story.

“Come on Jude we have to get this done and today.” Edge yelled at her through the intercom.

“I know Edge and I am trying it just so hot and I’m not feeling so good.” Jude said told him as she wiped the sweat from her forehead and whished she had grabbed a bottle of water earlier. I was the now June and hotter them hell out side and conserve electricity Darius had the air conditioners set at 75 degrees and the recording booth was like a sauna in here.

“I don’t care I want this song done and I want it done now.” He yelled again.

“Fine let get it done and them I am taking a break.” Jude said as she gave him the signal to start recording. When she was done she pulled off her head phones and walked out of the recording booth with out waiting for Edge to say anything. He was a total jackass and she did not like him and the felt the same about her and had not even bothered to try and get along with her. All he did was tell her she was a spoiled little girl that had everything handed to her since she won the Instant Star contest and he was not going to make life easy for her and he has not. She has come to the point that she hate coming to work and if something does not change soon she is going to go to Darius about Edge. Kwest has been trying to get her to tell D what was going to for the last couple of week but she kept telling him to let her handle it.

“Where the hell do you think you are going we are not done?” Edge yelled at Jude as walked out of the Studio and headed down the hallway.

“I told you I am going to take a break and get something cold to drink.” She said, she also really need to sit down and rest she was feeling really dizzy and sick to her stomach.

“Get back here we are not done.” He yelled as they walked into the kitchen and he grabbed Jude’s arm.

“Look Edge I really need a break I don’t feel good and I need to sit down for a minute.” Jude said as she tried to pull away from him. She must have yelled at him because all of a sudden Tommy, Kwest, Sadie, and Darius where there.

“What the hell is going on and let her go.” Tommy demanded as he walked over to Jude.

“Nothing I am trying to deal with my artist and she is being difficult at the moment.” Edge said shooting Jude a dirty look.

“Jude are you okay?” Tommy asked her as she screamed and doubled over in his arms.

“UH the baby!” She screamed as everything went black around her.

“Jude!” Sadie yelled as Tommy caught her and carried her to the couch.

“I called 911.” Kwest said as he hung up his cell phone.

“What the hell did you do to her?” Tommy yelled at Edge he laid her down on the couch and turned to Edge.

“Nothing she said she was not feeling well that she was hot and need a break and I just thought she was faking so she did not have to work.” Edge said when Tommy grabbed Him by the shirt.

“You stupid SOB look at her. Does she look okay to you?” Tommy yelled at him he was bout to hit him when Jude started to stir.

“Tommy, what happen, my baby?” She asked as she woke up and grabbed her belly again.

“I am here girl, the ambulance is on the way try and relax everything is going to be okay.” Tommy said trying to reassure her, but not sure himself he was scared and he didn’t know what to do.

“Pregnant, she never said anything to me bout being pregnant.” Edge said as he watched what was going on in front of him.

“No man you have been to busy riding her ass, yelling at her, and treating her like crap since you started working here.” Kwest yelled at him. Kwest how was not a violent man, grabbed Edge and punched him in the nose and then kicked him in his butt as he was trying to get up off the floor.

The ambulance showed up and took Jude to the hospital. Where the doctor told her that she was suffering form heat exestuation and dehydration. Ally let her go home with the agreement that she would spent the rest of the day in bed and that she came to the office first thing in the morning for a follow up check up and an ultrasound to make sure the baby is okay.

They where getting ready to leave the hospital when Darius finally got there.

“Sorry it took me so long to get here I want to let you know that I fired Edge and that when you come back Tommy will be you producer again and I also want to let you know that the air had been turned up and that I am so sorry that this happened.” Darius said as he hugged Jude.

“D it not your fault, it mine I should have taken a break sooner and I should have told you about the problem I was having with Edge, I just didn’t want to cause any trouble.” Jude said told him.

“Jude you cause trouble, never” He said as they all laughed.

“Come on let get out off here I want to go home.” Jude said as she walked out for the room and went to find Sadie.

“So how are you getting home?” Darius asked
“Sadie is taking me home.” Jude told him as they walked into the waiting room to find Sadie sating there talking on her cell phone.

“Well I am going to get out of here and take tomorrow off.” Darius said as he left.

“Hey Sadie I can leave now.” She said when Sadie hung up the phone and got up.

“Are you sure it okay?” Sadie asked her.

“Yes, where is Tommy?” Jude asked looking around for him. She really wanted Tommy.

“Relax Jude he is at the house waiting for you to get home we thought there would be less questions from D and everyone that way.” Sadie explained as they walked to her car and got in and when to Jude’s house.

When they got there Jude all but ran into the house. She stopped in the door way of the living room when she saw Tommy standing there his hair was a mess and there were tears in his eyes as he looked at her. She let out a cry and ran into his arms.

“Come on Sadie let leave them alone.” Kwest said as he pulled Sadie out of the house and left Tommy and Jude alone in each others arms.

A/N: That is for this chapter again sorry it took so long. Please review and let me know what you think.
Tanya

[Tanya]

Chapter 14
Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

Tommy and Jude were seating on the couch. She was lying with her head on his chest and he was stroking her hair. They had been like that ever since Jude came home for the hospital.

“Are you okay?” Tommy asked kissing her on the top of her head.

She looked up at him and smiled as she shook her head.

“No, I am scared I thought I was going to lose Bom.” She said as her eyes filled with tears. Tommy pulled her up into his lap and held her.

“But you didn’t everything is alright.” Tommy said trying to reassure her and him self. When she collapsed today he had never been so scared in his life. He thought he was going to lose her and the baby. At that moment he realized how much he really wanted to be a father and wanted to watch Jude grow round with his child and how much he loved her.

“I know that it’s just that, this is our baby and I could have lost Bom today and I don’t know what I would have done if that had happen. It made me realize how much I want Bom.” Jude told him as she pulled away from him and put her hand on the small bump that was growing under her hearts.

“Girl I feel the same way and we need to be grateful that everything is fine and you do have another doctor’s appointment tomorrow.” He said placing his hand over Jude’s on her belly.

“I know Ally is going to do an ultrasound tomorrow so we get to see Bom.” Jude said all of a sudden she all but jumped away from Tommy and she got this really weird look on her face and then she started to cry.

“Girl what is wrong?” Tommy all but yelled as he grabbed her. She just looked up at him and smiled as she cried she took his hand and placed it over her belly.

“Bom just kicked Tommy.” She cried as Bom kicked again and she watched the look of wonder that crossed Tommy’s face as he looked at her belly and them he felt it. He felt his child kick.

“Jude?” Tommy asked looking at her with tears in his eyes.

“Yes our baby kicked Tommy.” She laughed as Tommy hugged her.

“I love you girl.” He said as he pulled away and kissed her on her forehead.

“I love you two Quincy.’ Jude said as she kissed him n the cheek. She wanted to do more them kiss him but she couldn’t do that he was married and she was not going to make him break those vows he made to Portia any more then they already had. She loved him to much to cause him that kind of trouble.

“Quincy I don’t know about you, but Bom and I are hungry.” Jude said a she pulled away from Tommy and got up and walked into the kitchen.

“I could eat, what do you have in mind?” Tommy asked as he followed her into the kitchen and found her looking around the kitchen trying to find some thing to eat.

“So did you find something?” Tommy asked as he sat down on one of the bar stoles.

“No at least not what I am craving any way.” Jude said as she walked over to the island where Tommy was sating and pulled out a take out menu and handed it to Tommy.

Tommy took the menu and looked at it and laughed.

“So what do you want?” He asked as he pulled out his phone and dialed the number to Dragon House.

“I want beef with broccoli, cab rogons and beef on a stick and lot of hot and sour soup and sweet and sour sauce and a whole bunch of fortune cookies. Oh and some egg rolls.” Jude says with a smile as she set on the island and waits for Tommy to place the order.

“Any thing else?” He asked before he hangs up.

“Yes shrimp with scallops.” Jude says and laughs with Tommy rolled his eyes and places the rest of the order.

“Okay the food should be here in half an hour what do you want to do till then?” Tommy asked as he closed his phone and looked at her. Before she can answer him her cell starts to ring she grabbed it.

“It D, I wonder what he wants?” Jude said to Tommy as she answers her phone.

“Hey D what’s going to?” She asks into the phone.

“What how?” She yells climbing off the island and walks into the living room leaving Tommy wondering what it going on. He gets up and follows her.

“What’s wrong? Tommy asked when she got off the phone with Darius.

“The press got a hold of the fact that I was rushed to the hospital today and there are a lot of rumors running around as to why. So D wants to hold a press conference and tell the world that I am pregnant.” Jude told Tommy as she shut her phone off.

“Are you okay with that?” Tommy asked walking up and hugging her.

“No not really but at least this way it is on my terms and not theirs. So tomorrow afternoon I am going public.” Jude said as she hugged him back. She really didn’t want to tell the world but there was no chose now.

Before Tommy could say anything more there was a knock at the door. Tommy went to get it but Jude stopped him.

“No you better let me I know it might be the food but it might not.” Jude said as she grabbed her bag and went to answer the door. That was when she realized it really didn’t matter if Tommy answered the door or not his car was in the drive way.

“Tommy I’m sorry I guess it really didn’t matter if you answered the door or not you car is in my drive way.” Jude said when she came back with the food and sat down on the couch with it.

“Do you want me to move it?” Tommy asked not really sure what to do to out her in a better mode. No that was not quite true he knew something that could always put Jude in a good mode but he was married like it or not. He thought with a shake of his head.

“No Quincy I don’t want you to move it. I want to seat here with you and eat our dinner, watch a movie and for get about the whole outside world for a while.” Jude said as she grabbed Tommy hand and pulled him down on the couch next to her. They ate their dinner in silence and then curled up on the couch together and watched Pirates of the Caribbean. They were half way through the movie when Tommy looked down at Jude and saw that she was asleep. He smiled at his as he shut the movie off and picked Jude up and carried her upstairs to her room and put her to bed. He then went back down stairs and watched the rest of the movie. When it was over he shut the TV and everything down and was in the middle of putting the rest of their dinner way when he heard Jude scream. He dropped the food in the refrigerator and run up the stairs. To Jude room he throw the door open and to find her seating in bed crying.

“Jude what wrong?” Tommy asked he sat down next to her on the bed and wrapped his arms around her.

“I couldn’t find Bom and the press was yelling at me telling me that I was a bad mom and everyone was laughing at me and my baby was gone and so were you.” Jude cried into Tommy chest.

“Jude I am not going any where I will be here for you and Bom and I will not let anyone take Bom from you and as for the press you are just worried about the press conference tomorrow that is all and no one is going to think you are a bad mom.” Tommy said rubbing her back and trying to calmer her down.

“Will you stay with me tonight or do you have to go home to Portia?” Jude asked after a while.

“Portia is in Europe again. Even if I did you are more important so I will stay with you.” Tommy said as he laid her down on the bed and got undress and climbed into bed with her and pulled her into his arms.

Tommy woke up the next morning to Jude’s alarm clock going off. Tommy shut if off and got out of bed and went and took a shower and left Jude sleeping. When he got you of the show he wrapped a towel around his waist and got close out of Jude room. He had left some close here from when he stayed with her that week her mom and Sadie were out of town. He then went downstairs. That is where Jude found him a half hour later in the kitchen making breakfast. When she walked in he handed her a cup of coffee and kissed her on the forehead.

“How you feeling this morning?” He asked going back to stirring the eggs and turning the bacon.

“Great and thank you for last night.” Jude said as she sat down to drink her coffee. Tommy was putting food on plates and handed her one of that plates.

“Any time girl.” Tommy said as she sat down next to her and they ate breakfast.

“Are you ready to go?” Tommy asked when they finished breakfast and Tommy washed up the dishes.

“Yes let’s go.” Jude said as they headed out the front door to Tommy’s viper and off to the Doctors they went.

When they got there they where instantly taken back to room were the nurse took Jude blood presser and asked her a bunch of questions the then told them that the doctor would be coming in a few minute.

“So what is she going to do?” Tommy asked when the nurse left the room.

“Probably check the heart beat and then to the ultra sound.” Jude said lying down on the table and waited for the doctor to come in. She must have dosed off for a couple of minutes because the next thing she knew the doctor was there waking her up.

“Jude how are you feeling today?” Ally asked her.

“Great we felt Bom kick last night for the first time and it was the most amazing thing I have ever felt in my life.” Jude said as her whole face lit up.

“I know what you mean. Now how about we do this ultrasound and see your baby.” Ally said as she pulled the ultra sound machine over to Jude.
“Yes I am ready.” Jude said as she reaches out and grabs Tommy’s hand and pulls him close to the table.

“Okay I need you to pull up you shirt and pull down you pants.’ She told Jude as she picked up a bottle of jelly and put some on Jude’s belly and then put the ultrasound Doppler on her belly and showed Jude and Tommy their baby.

“This is the head, and this is the heart beat, and would you like to know the sex of you baby?” Ally asked Jude and Tommy who were both crying. Jude looked at Tommy and smiled at him.

“Do you want to know?” She asked Tommy, who was still looking at the screen in amazement.

“Do you?” Tommy asked looking down at her and she shook her head and so did he.

“Yes we want to know?” Jude said as she looking into Tommy’s eyes.

“Congratulations you are having a little girl.” Ally said as she pulled the Doppler off of Jude’s belly and smiled at the happy couple.

“Are you sure?” Tommy asked with this dumb founded look on his face.

“Yes I am sure.” Ally laughed as she handed Jude a picture of Bom.

“We are having a little girl.” Tommy said as Jude sat up and looked at the pictures in from of her.

“Yes Quincy we are having a little girl.” Jude said as she pulled her shirt down and hugged Tommy. She was going to have a daughter. She couldn’t have been any happier. She thought with a smile.

“Come on let go tell Sadie and everyone.” Tommy said as he pulled her out of the doctor’s office and they headed to G Major.


A/N: That is for this chapter. Please review and let me know what you think.
Tanya