Post by browneyedgirl on Aug 20, 2008 11:13:37 GMT -5
Ok, so this is my first fanfic on this site. I have posted some on Fanfiction.net before. I hope you guys enjoy! And leave me comments!
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Brooke’s P.O.V:
I woke up this morning with this feeling in my stomach. A feeling that things would never be the same. I would no longer be the “party girl”, I just couldn’t be that person anymore. Not now, that someone else’s life depended on it . . .
I told Lucas 2 nights ago. I had gone to see him at the Rivercourt after the Boy Toy Auction. After my meltdown with Mouth, I figured I need to tell him. For the first time since I had suspect it, I felt that he had a right to know, despite what has gone down between the two of us.
See, Lucas was the first guy to every understand me . . .
When I first met him earlier this year, I could tell that he was different, that he wasn’t your average guy or jock for that matter. I knew his brother Nathan since I was little. Our families ran in the same social circle. Nathan had always appeared to be a little too cocky for my taste, but we were friends nonetheless. I definitely didn’t have a good opinion of Nathan after the way he treated my best friend Peyton when the two of them dated. He certainly wasn’t “Boyfriend of the Year” material. But he has changed now. Since he met Haley, he’s different. It’s like she melted away that arrogant jock that didn’t care about anybody but himself. She made him into a better person, kind of how I thought Lucas had made me . . .
So, back the broody blonde with the glass blue eyes, I thought he was different. When I stripped in his after the first game, and he turned me down, I thought, “Wow, he must just be a really decent guy”. Ha, I guess the jokes on me now . . .
See, he and a certain ex-best friend of mine decided that they couldn’t keep their hands off each other and went behind my back and slept together. I just hope he doesn’t pull a Dan Scott now, b/c that would be the straw that broke the camel’s back. But like I said, they had an affair behind my back. They thought I wouldn’t find out, except the day that Lucas broke up with me, I ran home crying and looked at my computer, only to see Lucas and Peyton making out!! I couldn’t believe it! It’s been about 2 weeks now, since that happened . . .
And so now, to top it all off, I just found out the news, the news that would forever change my life. The news that is the reason why I can’t go on with my old lifestyle, not that I ever truly wanted to be that person, but now, I can’t, I just can’t be . . .
Yes, I, Brooke Davis am pregnant with Lucas Scott’s child!! I know, I know, the thought alone makes me nauseous, sick, happy, scared, terrified, and in denial all in one! I had been to upset with Lucas to break down at school after the doctor called me as I was leaving. I just had to get away! Lucas had just called me a slut and accused me of the baby being someone else’s’. I wanted to slap him! How could he? How could he believe that I would do that to him, no that is his area of expertise now? So I hopped in my car, after telling him the baby was definitely his, and sped all the way home. I made it just in time for a wave of morning sickness to attack me. So here I am on my bathroom floor, in the house where I pretty much live alone.
And that word pretty much sums up how I feel right now, Alone! Oh god, I feel another glitch in my stomach. I get sick for about 5 minutes, and there is no one here to help me. I know Lucas might be here, had I not yelled at him, but he had insulted me! So for right now, I rinse my mouth out and wash my face to cool myself and just as I am about to walk out of the bathroom and go lay down, I catch a glimpse of my reflection . . .
I am alone, alone . . .and just wish someone would care for me.
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There will be more posted later, depending on if you guys like it....
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Brooke’s P.O.V:
I woke up this morning with this feeling in my stomach. A feeling that things would never be the same. I would no longer be the “party girl”, I just couldn’t be that person anymore. Not now, that someone else’s life depended on it . . .
I told Lucas 2 nights ago. I had gone to see him at the Rivercourt after the Boy Toy Auction. After my meltdown with Mouth, I figured I need to tell him. For the first time since I had suspect it, I felt that he had a right to know, despite what has gone down between the two of us.
See, Lucas was the first guy to every understand me . . .
When I first met him earlier this year, I could tell that he was different, that he wasn’t your average guy or jock for that matter. I knew his brother Nathan since I was little. Our families ran in the same social circle. Nathan had always appeared to be a little too cocky for my taste, but we were friends nonetheless. I definitely didn’t have a good opinion of Nathan after the way he treated my best friend Peyton when the two of them dated. He certainly wasn’t “Boyfriend of the Year” material. But he has changed now. Since he met Haley, he’s different. It’s like she melted away that arrogant jock that didn’t care about anybody but himself. She made him into a better person, kind of how I thought Lucas had made me . . .
So, back the broody blonde with the glass blue eyes, I thought he was different. When I stripped in his after the first game, and he turned me down, I thought, “Wow, he must just be a really decent guy”. Ha, I guess the jokes on me now . . .
See, he and a certain ex-best friend of mine decided that they couldn’t keep their hands off each other and went behind my back and slept together. I just hope he doesn’t pull a Dan Scott now, b/c that would be the straw that broke the camel’s back. But like I said, they had an affair behind my back. They thought I wouldn’t find out, except the day that Lucas broke up with me, I ran home crying and looked at my computer, only to see Lucas and Peyton making out!! I couldn’t believe it! It’s been about 2 weeks now, since that happened . . .
And so now, to top it all off, I just found out the news, the news that would forever change my life. The news that is the reason why I can’t go on with my old lifestyle, not that I ever truly wanted to be that person, but now, I can’t, I just can’t be . . .
Yes, I, Brooke Davis am pregnant with Lucas Scott’s child!! I know, I know, the thought alone makes me nauseous, sick, happy, scared, terrified, and in denial all in one! I had been to upset with Lucas to break down at school after the doctor called me as I was leaving. I just had to get away! Lucas had just called me a slut and accused me of the baby being someone else’s’. I wanted to slap him! How could he? How could he believe that I would do that to him, no that is his area of expertise now? So I hopped in my car, after telling him the baby was definitely his, and sped all the way home. I made it just in time for a wave of morning sickness to attack me. So here I am on my bathroom floor, in the house where I pretty much live alone.
And that word pretty much sums up how I feel right now, Alone! Oh god, I feel another glitch in my stomach. I get sick for about 5 minutes, and there is no one here to help me. I know Lucas might be here, had I not yelled at him, but he had insulted me! So for right now, I rinse my mouth out and wash my face to cool myself and just as I am about to walk out of the bathroom and go lay down, I catch a glimpse of my reflection . . .
I am alone, alone . . .and just wish someone would care for me.
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There will be more posted later, depending on if you guys like it....